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this is so sad siri play despacito [CLOSED]

who: Matsuno⁴
what: A very belated birthday.
when: End of June? At least a couple of days after the torture event.
where: Matsuno Household.
warnings: Four sweaty dicks live in this house and are having a birthday party. What more warning do you need.

[To say being kidnapped and tortured had sucked was putting it mildly. He didn't even really remember most of what had happened, being he'd been kidnapped already running a nasty fever, and once things had gotten bad he'd done his best to mentally check himself out so he wouldn't remember. He'd spent the first several days they were home silent and avoiding all three of them, sorting himself out and trying to decide if there was any actual damage he needed to discuss or be seen for-- In the end he took some NyQuil and slept on the couch for three days without waking up other than to pee and take more NyQuil and seemed to be okay.]

[So the next morning, he'd waited until the other three were all awake, and shuffled his way awkwardly into the doorway of the bedroom, one of the kittens on his shoulder.]

...so, uh. Kidnapping sucks, can we do something fun? We all kinda missed our birthday, anyway...

[He shuffles aside, and on the coffee table are three neatly wrapped presents of varying sizes. One is red, one is blue, and one is yellow.]

...or, if nothing else, I got you guys some stuff.

[ooc; I'm gonna have top levels for each one of you because I'm absolutely abysmal at group threads, otherwise be as chaotic as you see fit. ♥]

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But...!

[Osomatsu looks over at him now, thinking about what he wants to say. should he say this? would it make things worse?]

But. If I had just listened to you that night, you probably wouldn't've felt the need to, like, go off by yourself. Right?

I didn't really go anywhere, I just slept on the roof.

[Which... Isn't exactly an answer to Osomatsu's question, so he huffs, shrugging.] But it's not like I ever actually asked you to listen. You're my brother, you're not mom, I'm a grown-ass man and shouldn't have to expect you guys to understand what I want when half the time I don't even know what I want.

[Osomatsu sucks in a breath. Ichimatsu's not wrong. it's really difficult to know how to act around him, to know what to do]

In any case. I'm sorry. I shouldn't've blown you off like I did. Next time I don't listen to you, you just hit me, or something.

[He huffs a vague sort of laugh, grumbling.]

If it were that easy we probably wouldn't be having this problem.

[He's quiet for a bit, then, and then pats the floor next to him.] C'mere.

[eh? Osomatsu looks up and over. he studies Ichimatsu for just a second before he starts crawling over to sit beside him]

[He leans sideways into him, still folded up and his arms around his knees.]

...I think I'm jealous, maybe. I dunno if I'm jealous of you for having a boyfriend or Lyle for getting to be the one who's way more interesting and cool to spend time around than the brothers you've put up with all your life.

[Osomatsu was somehow always the easiest one to explain this to. Easier even, sometimes, than explaining things to Jyushimatsu. Maybe easier, here, because it felt strange to talk about Osomatsu and Karamatsu having a boyfriend and a regular booty call, respectively.]

[oh, hm. Ichimatsu's being honest! good. at least he's talking about what's wrong with him. he looks out at the room for a while, and then shrugs]

A lot of people get jealous, yanno? I mean, for the longest time, I was jealous of the time you and Karamatsu spent together. Sometimes I still am. You guys left the house, then went on this big space adventure. And, I dunno. I feel like you guys got really close.

[He laughs, hollowly, then.]

Eluvio sucked. I think even Karamatsu would prefer my shitty attitude of before if it meant we could have skipped that.

[He curls up further still.]

...and, I mean. I got a lot closer to asking him to stay home and he still left, the same night you did, so. I don't know that we're any closer at all.

[He licks his lips, laughing suddenly to try and diffuse the topic and move away from it.]

But-- hey, I deserve that. Being an ass to him for so long, I gotta take a couple rebuttals.

[But he certainly won't take them well.]

[Osomatsu doesn't know if Ichimatsu deserves to be treated the way Karamatsu's been treating them lately. but... whatever. back to the subject of jealousy]

...You don't have t'be jealous, Ichimatsu. Or, I mean, you can, if you need to be. But just know that you're still important to me. Even with Lyle here, you, an' Karamatsu, an' Jyushimatsu... You're all the most precious people in my life.

I kinda wish I wasn't, but I think that's a lot of why I've been such a jerk all my life.

[He leans a little more against Osomatsu.]

...even so, I'm a pretty awful little brother.

[Osomatsu leans into Ichimatsu, closing his eyes. he feels... better, now that he's apologized, now that they're airing all this out. it took a traumatic experience to bring them closer...]

Well, I'm a pretty awful older brother. So we can be awful together, right?

[See also: that's what got he and Karamatsu to be sorta friends, so. Rude shit and rude shits, trauma should not be what makes you be friendly with your siblings, God. He chuckles, nodding.]

Sure.

[well, obviously, it would be better if there were no traumatic experiences ever]

Great! [he gently nudges Ichimatsu] All that dumb shit aside, thanks again, for the gifts.

The sole rule is you are absolutely not allowed to use the dick in a box box in the house. For any reason.

[A pointed look.]

[.............]

Aw, come on! Not even just a little bit?

Not unless you want me to set it on fire with your dick still in it.

[A grin.]

[oof... Osomatsu shifts uncomfortably, like he's just imagining it. stop grinning like that!]

Okay, okay. I promise, I won't use it inside the house.

[Huehuehue.]

Roof counts too.

[he crossed his arms, pouting]

I got it! No roof either!

[Still grinning, but it lessens and he nods toward the envelope.]

...that okay, though? You're actually weirdly hard to shop for.

[hm? he looks down at the envelope, then back up to Ichimatsu, grinning]

Oh, yeah! These are great! Sorry you had to go through the trouble. [he's not that sorry]

[He waves a hand.]

Wasn't really much trouble. Happy Birthday, shitty eldest. [He's grinning as he says it.]

[heeeeh! at least this makes him feel a little better. no, a lot better. knowing that Ichimatsu is well enough to get them birthday presents... that's good! it shows he's growing up, and Osomatsu needs to know that]

Happy birthday to you, too, Nekomatsu. [he holds his hand back, but really wants to rub Ichimatsu's head!]

[He's a little funny about it, as he is about most things, but... Yeah, you could say he's growing up. He frowns slightly, having expected a headpat, and is... a little stunned and a little touched that Osomatsu had the foresight to not immediately go for it with how twitchy Ichimatsu has been about contact since the kidnappings. So, to solicit the gesture, he sits forward and straighter, looking every bit like a cat seeking a pat.]

[oh, look at that. he's expecting a pet! Osomatsu sighs, grinning sweetly as he reaches over and finally rubs his brother's head. there you are, nice and gentle, but getting as much of his hand over the space as he can]

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