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Natasha Romanoff / Black Widow ([personal profile] unmakeme) wrote in [community profile] riverviewlogs2018-05-24 09:43 pm

may catch-all

who: Natasha Romanoff and your character
what: lots of walking, fair amount of drinking, little bit of rescuing
when: month of May
where: all around town, particularly bars or clubs
warnings:

1 dino-fight

There’s something about throwing herself into work. It’s not satisfying, that’s not the word she would use. It’s… well, it’s familiar. Leaving a whole lot of death in her wake, that’s what she was built for. Usually it’s very bad people, but she’s almost used to it being weird lizard monsters, freaky insects, giant crocodiles, various dinosaur like creatures. It’s almost becoming the norm. Even better when they turn out to taste good. Save some money on a food bill. Clint would probably find that morbidly funny.

The flying ones are the worst, not because of the difficulty, but because of familiarity. Fighting with her eyes on the sky, with a mind to vertical action, that’s a throw-back to something real.

Luckily, that train of thought is cut off by a surprised shriek and a call for help, and she has something else to focus on. That something being a pterodactyl monster with a person in its claws. Not ideal. Natasha turns her attention, assesses the way the creature is moving with the additional weight, and takes the last two shots in her clip. Both connect, neither take it down. So she ejects the empty clip, slams another one into her gun, flips herself up onto the awning of a building, and takes a slower and more careful shot. This one travels through the creature’s eye, and the heavy, meaty sound of it hitting the ground would be a lot more satisfying if not for the fact that it’s landed on the intended meal.

Natasha jumps down, and jogs over, bracing her shoulder underneath the hulking corpse and shoving it up and off of the person beneath. “You ok?”

2 getting as drunk as humanly possible

It’s not just the latest monster attack that’s got her drinking. It would be nice to pretend that’s the case. It would be slightly healthier. Sadly, it’s not true. She was drinking before the dinosaurs turned up, and she’ll be drinking after they’re gone. Some nights, she goes to clubs, gets lost in the loud music and the dark corners, lets other people buy her drinks. Most of the time, she just ends up in a bar that doesn’t look to her like it’s full of people who will want to talk, and stays until closing so that she can be alone without feeling completely alone.

Which does not mean she always stays alone. It’s impossible to get away from everyone. Occasionally she ends up seeing someone she knows from work, from her building or gym, and there’s no longer an easy way to tell them to get lost. Or maybe she’s just tired. Perhaps, deep down, she doesn’t really want to be alone.

3 walking after dark

Even after the bars close, or when Natasha realizes that if she keeps going, she’s going to end up falling asleep there, she doesn’t always want to go back to her apartment. It’s not home. It’s about as far from home as any place she’s ever lived.

So she walks, just to put it all off.

She walks through streets of closed up shops, lights off and shades drawn, and most of the time she’s thinking about the stillness of Manhattan after the alien attack. Occasionally a certain stretch of the road or cluster of stores will make her think of even earlier times, of dead drops and fleeting connections in deserted town centers, dancing through camera blind spots like it was effortless, like it wasn’t a heart-pounding jumble of precision and uncertainty, tempting fate with every step.

She walks along the perimeter, checking the guards, looking for faces she knows, ones she doesn’t, listening for movement beyond the fence. She tries to imagine what’s coming next. She’s rarely correct, but that doesn’t mean she’ll stop wondering. This is not the kind of life she can predict. It’s not the kind of life she ever wanted to be living. Sometimes that circuit will carry her through until morning, and she can skip sleep entirely, grab a quick shower and head to the gym, pretend she’s fine.

wildcard!
Everybody knows how to do this one. Want to do something I haven’t talked about already? This is the option for you.
technospeak: (discourse)

3.

[personal profile] technospeak 2018-05-29 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
It's early morning, and Rodney has been in the Wall R&D office all night, poring over his tablet, over the maps of the terrain he's been getting back from the teams out scouting the wall, piecing them together and putting them on the big clearboard LED displays in the team's conference room.

There's no real reason, of course, that he should still be here, but he just keeps finding new things to keep him occupied here. Things that keep his mind busy and stop him from dwelling on all the things he's trying his hardest not to dwell on - the leftover traumas from home, mostly, exacerbated by both Carson and Elizabeth having arrived. It's always been easier for Rodney to withdraw when things are painful, inside his metaphorical shell, which in reality is mostly comprised of equations and logic and science, objective things that are powerful and interesting and complicated enough to overwhelm and block out the subjective.

But there comes a point when he can no longer keep it up, when even his brain gets too tired to carry on with computations and equations, and that's when it's time to go fall into bed at home, to let himself transition immediately from awake to asleep without that troublesome time in between where overthinking ruins any chance of sleep.

It's as he leaves the office, locking it behind himself, that he sees her coming in from a patrol. He's seen her before, a pretty redheaded woman with a serious expression, always at this time of day. For a moment, he considers passing her by again like he has so many times before, and continuing home.

Instead, he lifts a hand and waves, with a tired smile.

"Good morning. Or, should I say, good night? Another patrol?"
stumbledfromtheashes: (➤ heh)

2!

[personal profile] stumbledfromtheashes 2018-05-30 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
Iona has settled into life in the Quarantine easily enough, now. She’s been there for long enough that she’s used to things. Even if it’s far too calm and far too uneventful in ways that make her itch with restless energy sometimes. She likes it, truth be told. Likes the fact that nothing is purposefully trying to kill her. Yet, anyway.

And despite the complications of… whatever it is with her and Cullen. But after the flowers, and the incident at the hot springs, she can no longer deny that there is something. (Nor can she maintain the paltry attempt at maintaining distance by thinking of him as Serah Rutherford.)

She’s restless, this evening, but she’s trying very hard to not worry either Dorian or Cullen (it won’t last, sooner or later she’s stealing outside the wall again because the Quarantine is too bloody calm, but for the moment she’s staying within its boundaries) so instead of exploring outside the Quarantine she slips off to a bar to drink. What she wouldn’t give for Bull and some of his Maraas-Lok right now.

But the strongest drink this bar has will do for the moment. She slides gracefully onto a barstool and orders, absently rubbing at her gloved left palm as she waits for the bartender to return with her drink.
stumbledfromtheashes: (➤ playful little smirk)

[personal profile] stumbledfromtheashes 2018-05-30 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
Iona doesn’t expect her drink choice to draw attention; it hasn’t before. Unless she drank it around Dorian, probably, in which case there would be fondly disparaging comments about her taste. So when she’s maybe a sip or two into her drink and there’s an unfamiliar woman (a red-head she’d noticed when she’d first entered, drinking vodka) heading over to where she’s seated, she tilts her head curiously.

“Not usually, no,” she tells her with a soft laugh. “But sometimes the occasion calls for it.” And she suspects there’s heavier drinking in her future, given how far she has to go yet before what Dorian has told her of the future will come to pass. And given Adamant… no, sometimes the occasion calls for a very strong drink indeed.
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[personal profile] stumbledfromtheashes 2018-05-31 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
“Isn’t it always?” Iona has no intention of talking about Adamant or anything else with a woman she hardly knows (she hasn’t even talked to Dorian about Adamant, and she considers the man her bloody brother), but that short sentence says more than enough, she thinks.

She raises an eyebrow at her new drinking companion, smirking slightly before downing what remains of her drink. She makes a face at the way it hits her, the burn. But it doesn’t stop her from ordering a second. “So far I haven’t found that number.” Not that she’s set out to try, but she has consumed quite a lot of them on nights like this.
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[personal profile] stumbledfromtheashes 2018-05-31 09:24 am (UTC)(link)
“Something of both, I suppose,” Iona retorts with a laugh. Regret she’s drowning in, but she’s been throwing gauntlets in challenge in some fashion since the Conclave. Or, the gauntlets she’s thrown have had more importance since then, anyway. She’s never been one to sit idly by.

Which might be part of why the quiet of the Quarantine makes her so bloody restless. All there is, is idleness. Almost. (And too much to do back home.)

She holds up her glass, knocking it gently against Natasha’s. “To surviving shitty days."
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[personal profile] stumbledfromtheashes 2018-06-05 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
Iona smirks slightly. “It almost reminds me of home. Well, the backfiring magic bit, at least.” Practically mundane when compared to everything the Inquisition has been dealing with, but a certain similarity nonetheless. She takes deep swallow of her drink, and finds herself missing Bull, just a little at the burn of it.

She wonders if she could find Maraas-Lok, here...

She hums a laugh and shakes her head. “Unfortunately not. I’ve only heard of that world since being brought here.” She has noticed that a considerable number of people seem to be from some variation on this Earth. Fewer still are from worlds similar to her own, and there are only three that are from a version of Thedas, currently.
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2.

[personal profile] causational 2018-06-11 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Eddie doesn't really go dancing alone that often - Cisco loves dancing just as much as he does, after all, and so why bother going alone when he can dance the night away with the guy he's going home with?

But tonight, Eddie'd really been craving some dancing, something to take the edge off, to exert himself after way too many weeks on desk detail, and Cisco had been too busy with work to go. So Eddie had suited up on his own, kissed Cisco, promised to text him, and headed out to the club for a bit.

It's been a good night so far, Eddie's danced with a few groups of people, guys and girls, but no one solo, not really. At least until he sees Natasha. Grinning a bit, he moves through the crowd of pressing bodies until he's right up in her dark corner.]


Hey!

[He has to raise his voice over the volume of the music, but he's grinning.]

What's a girl like you doing in a club like this?
Edited 2018-06-11 05:01 (UTC)
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[personal profile] causational 2018-06-24 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
Eddie laughs the moment he sees her turn toward him, eyes already rolling half out of her head. His whole face is bright with amusement, his grin wide, every line of his body telegraphing his amusement. After all, it's not like he doesn't know it's a cheesy line. Thankfully, he's not trying to pick her up - honestly he probably wouldn't try to pick her up even if he was single. She's gorgeous, there's no denying that, but she's dangerous in a way that sets off that prickle at the back of his neck. She's funny and he can tell she's good, but maybe not a good person, and that's intriguing, it pings his interest, but it's not something he'd want to take home.

It is something he'd like to have in a friend, though, and when she says a girl like her is the reason people come to a place like this, he laughs again, the grin widening, "You've got that right."

In more ways than one. Danger. Beauty. Intrigue. Natasha has it all.

"Um, yeah I am. I'm on desk duty, not bedrest." he jokes, nudging his elbow against Natasha's shoulder and ducking his head toward the bar, "And speaking of free alcohol, I'll totally buy you a drink if you go a couple rounds on the floor with me afterward."
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[personal profile] causational 2018-06-29 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
That kind of thing? Sounds really interesting to Eddie. Ever since he was little, he was a good boy, but when he'd been small, following the rules in his particular world hadn't always been right or fair. That's when he'd realized that he'd had some interest in the rules, but more interest in actual justice - probably one of the first steps to becoming a cop. Maybe it's part of what intrigues him about her, that sense that she also believes in justice and balance.

Or maybe she's just intriguing, as a person. Totally possible.

"Wow. Rude, much?" he says, but his voice is shaking with laughter as she accepts his offer, smiling at him and thanking her magic dress for the drink. Shaking his head a bit, he heads over to the bar, holding his hand out behind him so she can take it if she wants, to avoid getting separated. He might not be as physical as her, but he is, and he could probably keep track of her and she of him without the hand, but it's a habit of his, holding hands while he moves through a crowd with Cisco, or a friend.

"Anyway, I'm almost off desk duty, and not a minute too soon. It's driving me crazy. I just wish my shields had been strong enough to keep me out of this situation in the first place, you know?"

After all, who wants to be stuck at a desk when you could be out in the field doing real work?
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[personal profile] causational 2018-06-30 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
Eddie might not be the type to insinuate himself where he's not wanted, but rude or not, she's never really seemed to not want him around. At least not entirely. He figures, from what he knows of her, that she'd make it pretty obvious whether or not his company was wanted.

And when she takes his hand, holds onto it as they thread their way through the crowd. He tugs, just a little, but not because he doesn't think she knows her way to the bar, but to indicate that he's moving forward, so they can move in sync.

Glancing behind him, he blinks a bit as she says that it's like any other muscle, that he just has to exercise it to make it stronger. And okay, yeah, putting it that way, it makes a whole lot of sense. He's pretty familiar with working muscles, after all, it's how he'd lost weight in high school, it's how he'd become a police officer despite all the odds. Boxing. Working out. It makes sense that maybe this new power he has would get better with practice.

"Wow. I think you just blew my mind, Natasha."

He says it with obvious sincerity, his brows raising as he looks at her.

"Just a matter of figuring out how to exercise it, right? What's your poison?"

Because here they are. At the bar.
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[personal profile] causational 2018-07-01 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
Eddie might not get the implications of that, not knowing the full extent of her history or that she can mean it literally, but he still snorts out a little laugh as she makes that comment. And maybe it's because he doesn't know the implications that he laughs, because...he might not, if he knew the literalness behind it.

But he doesn't.

He's not entirely surprised by her drink of choice, or the fact the bartender knows it, he just orders a local maple lager, and keeps as close an eye on her drink as she is. Instinct, after years of being a cop, of seeing things he wishes he hadn't had to see involving girls in clubs taking drinks from strangers. Not that he doubts Natasha could protect herself, but she is human, after all. Or at least he thinks she is.

"You've got a point there. I've done a bit of training with Cisco, but not anything really...you know, super challenging. Which is kinda the point of working out. You push yourself or you don't grow."

A little sigh, and he shakes his head.

"Guess I better get on that. And maybe some hand to hand training while I'm at it."
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[personal profile] causational 2018-07-01 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, that's the one."

He says it with a bright little smile, eyes lighting up at even the mention of Cisco. Eddie's emotions are always written clear as day on his face, and this is no exception - it's obvious how much he cares for Cisco, how much that relationship means to him.

"Wait, second best? If he's second best, who's best?" he asks, both brows raised, totally ready and willing to give her a good solid counter-argument. Personally, he thinks Cisco has the best everything in Riverview. But...well, he admits he may be biased as well.

When she comments that he can't train with Cisco because he doesn't want to hurt him, Eddie blinks a bit, eyes on her face, "What? I don't get it, why wouldn't that work?"

Pausing for a moment, Eddie turns and orders another of Natasha's drinks from the bartender, watches to make sure it's safe before he picks it up and hands it to her. Taking a swig of his beer, he raises his brows again, questioningly.
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[personal profile] causational 2018-07-04 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, so she totally has a point about that. Eddie knows Cisco, and he knows himself, he knows their relationship. Cisco would make things challenging, certainly, he could even build a machine that could train with Eddie that would go hard enough to make it a real struggle. But he'd never actually be trying to push him past particular limits. Eddie wouldn't be able to do that for Cisco either.

"Huh. I get you. So you're saying you'd be a better trainer because you would want to hurt me?"

He says it with a hint of humor, but he means what he says, at the same time. And he thinks she would actually be a pretty good trainer. When she goes for her hair, though, and lets the mass of it fall over her shoulders, looks behind herself at him, he laughs.

"Nice try, but Cisco's is still the best. No offense."

A wink, and he takes another pull of his beer.
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[personal profile] causational 2018-07-08 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
The raised eyebrow doesn't surprise him, and it's easy to read the response. It isn't that she wants to hurt him, he thinks, it's just that she wouldn't hesitate to do it. And she really does have a point when she says that it would make her a good trainer.

"Um, excuse me? Have you seen Cisco's hair?"

He raises an eyebrow in return, snorting when she comments on his personality and butt, "I've got a lot more going for me than that, Natasha."

When she asks him if he wants to take her on the promised couple rounds on the dance floor, he chugs down the last of his beer, sets it on the bar, and grins at her, "Now you're speaking my language."

Holding out his elbow to her, he raises a brow again, smirking a little.

"Let's go."
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[personal profile] causational 2018-07-23 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
"Well, I think we're going to have to agree to disagree on that one."

Eddie says it fondly, his eyes crinkling a bit as he smiles at her, takes her arm and leads her out onto the floor, both of them moving gracefully as they dodge other people in the crowd, and anything beyond that, beyond dancing and relaxing and having fun, isn't even on his mind. It's never been on his mind, not with her, and not with anyone else.

And when they get out on the floor, he grins as he releases her arm but holds lightly to her hand so he doesn't lose her on the floor, swaying his hips and moving in time with the beat. The grin stays in place, because this is one of those things that makes him feel alive, present, that makes him feel like this is really a second chance. One of those things that makes him really feel joy in life.

Giving her hand a little tug, he raises his brows, lifting his hand in an offer to twirl her, silly and casual and fun.