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[personal profile] evasives 2018-06-01 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[he's going to die. or maybe just melt, literally, biting his cheek to stop his smile from growing too wide too fast, too afraid she'll scamper off if he becomes too much. he still doesn't know which parts of him are too much.]

It's a great win in mine.

[he leans down, closing that final bit of distance to kiss her, because after that how could he not? he knows they're in public and he knows it'll probably get him thrown off, but he's happy and warm and it's definitely a double victory.]
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-06-01 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[he is not surprised. he's disappointed, not in himself, but because she didn't kiss him back.]

Is it really surrendering if I still feel like a winner?

[she's got a literal knife to his throat, and yet here he is, still smiling at her and comfortable with the warm weight of her on top of him. he reaches out and tugs on her braid, seemingly unconcerned about the literal knife to his throat.]

[it's such a stupid call, but it's a sign of how much he trusts her if cassian andor can still feel at ease like this.]


Maybe if you kiss me. It can be a consolation prize for my loss.
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-06-01 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
[he can theoretically think of about ten ways to get himself out of the situation, but he doesn't want to. she shifts her weight, slides her hand up his arm. when she leans down, he honest to force shivers beneath her, and he doesn't whine, but he frowns in the closest to a pout he's probably capable of.]

[but he goes quiet because he's thinking, overthinking by the looks of it. they are in public, and even though she's literally sitting on him with her mouth millimeters away, maybe it was still wrong to ask?? he is worrying somewhere deep down, as much as his heart is still racing with anticipation.]


So do you. [there, he speaks. tentatively, he moves his hands to rest at her thighs, but his touch is very soft; there's no grip in it like he's about to toss her.] I can ask you again later, but it doesn't change the fact that I still want to do it now too.

We don't have to. [just in case.] But I suppose you may have won this time.
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-06-01 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
[she finally kisses him and his smile comes back, because he might have admitted defeat, but he wasn't lying before when he said it still feels like a victory. he feels like he wins every time jyn kisses him.]

[but it ends far too quickly! he chases after her mouth as long as he can until she sits up out of reach. he sighs, frowning again even though he still looks pleased, because that was not enough!! he reaches out and plays with the fabric on her pants, like he wants her to come back, but he doesn't pull for it.]


It was. [like, super fun. a+ would do it all over again! he's still laying on the floor, he'll sit up eventually.] But it's very upsetting to lose. I might need more consoling.
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-06-02 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[he seems satisfied by that offer, brightening and suddenly wishing they were home already. when she pokes at him, he releases her pants to capture her fingers instead.]

It's fine, and I do mean that. [he finally sits up - without a hitch tyvm - and smiles at her again, but it's very soft and quiet. he knows they're in public, he really should tone it down a notch, so he's fine with just sitting beside her until they move along home.] No back pain, just some bruises everywhere else.
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-06-20 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[oh! she took his hand in return! his face brightens again, between the tiny touch and the thrill of the match, cassian just looks... happy. it takes so many wrinkles and even some years off his face.]

It's nothing I do not come to expect in this. [he gets to practice and test his limit and have fun, it's great all around.] Do you want to pick up some food too?
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[personal profile] evasives 2018-08-03 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
[he gladly accepts her helping him to his feet, because it means he gets to hold her hand again. when she doesn't even let go, cassian practically buzzes with how nice it makes him feel.]

[he briefly squeezes her fingers.]
I suppose it's only fair.

[he tugs her along out of the facility, stopping only to get some ice and take out as suggested; there's a whole lot more consoling to be had at home! :) ]