riverviewlogs | Log: I'll show you my dark secret.

[ Yeah, the Flu would probably win this one.

Still, there wasn't much that Hana could fault him for when he began working at her, and her grip tightened as their fingers laced together. They couldn't kiss, but that was enough for her to feel like she wasn't just doing something completely heinous. That, maybe, in his own little somewhat twisted way, Jason was doing this out of some genuine care for her as a friend and not just as a woman he found attractive. She didn't know why she needed to feel that way - but maybe it had to do with the fact that none of the other times she'd done this with anyone had ever felt genuine. And it was probably foolish of her to think that any part of this could be genuine, but...

She liked Jason. She thought of him as a good friend by now.

A sigh escaped from her lips, and eyes slipped shut when she felt that first hot drag of his tongue. Thank god they seemed to be alone on this end of the floor, because Hana already knew that she could get loud. For now, though, she was humming and sighing in response to what Jason was doing, writhing a bit as he went on. ]

[ Everything about Jason was hot at the moment, thanks to the fever, but he was happy to have been woken by her. Hana was one of the few people he counted in his friends, the attraction was just a bonus, so having her sitting over him was just the cherry on top, so to say.

He squeezed her hand in return, careful not to do it to hard, he had a feeling she needed some kind of grounding touch, something to teeter them the way kisses usually would, but there was also something intimate about holding hands while he laid buried between her thighs.

Certainly something to cross off his bucket list.

He couldn't help the chuckle that escaped against her entrance at the hum and sigh. He enjoyed when his lovers made noise, it told him he was doing right. So, he returned to work, his free hand opening her up more as he licked and sucked at the sensitive skin, his fingers teasing the flesh as well. Aiming to get her louder. ]

[ And louder she would get.

Almost reflexively her fingers curled in his hair, even tugging lightly at it as she quivered above him. This was going pretty well so far, wasn't it? It hadn't taken Jason long at all to coax a moan out of Hana once he started using his fingers, too. She could feel her heart beating faster and her body getting hotter, wetter with arousal and just for a moment, she opened her eyes to look down at him, to watch him work. Then her grip in his hair loosened as she ran her fingers through it again, this time gentler, almost tender in her touch.

Sure, part of her thought that Jason talked a bigger game than he actually had, but - this? This felt amazing, and the way Hana kept having to bite down on her lip to stifle the noises her body wanted her to give, the way she steadily began to rock her own hips in his rhythm said as much. ]

[ The louder she got the more he worked on his ministrations. Her sounds only encouraged him. His body reacting to her, the red boxers doing little to hide it either. It seemed parts of his body were on board while others were not.

The hand holding her's squeezed again, as the blue-teal eyes opened once more peering up at her a second as he worked her. Only a moment before slipping closed again. He was working to control his breathing as best as he could while heavily congested and keeping his mouth busy. Her rocking her hips only encouraged him more. Part of him loved when his lovers took charge. As much as he dominated everything in his life, this was one place he liked to hand that control over.

So since, he couldn't ask questions with his mouth busy, he could only follow her body's cues, speeding up or going a little rougher with each pass of fingers and tongue, careful of his teeth. Unfortunately, he could feel the dizziness rising again.]

[ Hana, at least, wasn't going to let Jay have all the fun. As much as she enjoyed being pampered like this in bed, there's always more fun to be had together. When his blue, blue eyes opened and met her amber ones, she decided she wanted to do something for him, too.

So as he continued to use his tongue, lips, and fingers on her, she pulled her hand away from his hair and began to lean back and reach out. Even as she kept on moaning for and grinding on his face, she turned her head and looked back, and that hand of hers found his hardening length. Slowly, she ran her fingers along him over the fabric of his boxers. up and down and up.

Then she looked over to Jason again, hoping to gauge his reaction to her own ministrations, but instead finding him looking a worse for wear. ]

Jay...?

[ Like everything else in his life, his boxers were red, a soft-ish material. His chest heaved a bit when she touched him, a groan escaped against her skin. Touch starved himself due to his own mistakes. The dizziness mostly ignored for the moment in favor of working her, and encouraging the returned touch.

He only pulled back long enough to take a deep breath and respond.]

Yeah, Hana?

[ He knew he looked bad, but he was stubborn. It's what kept him alive half of the time.]

[ She bit down on her lip, stifling another forthcoming moan as he kept working her, but soon he was pulling back to respond to her. She glanced back down at him, seeing the way his eyes were dazed, and she frowned. ]

Dude, you look like you're about to pass out.

I told you not to worry about me, Hana. I am built stronger than that.

[ He managed with a charming grin, before twisting his fingers to prove a point. Sure he did feel like he might faint but.. stubborness gets him far.]

[ She couldn't help but groan at the sensation of his fingers. Okay. Jeez. If he insisted... ]

F— Fine.

[ Now, at least, she wasn't going to let him have all the fun. She would resume what she'd been plotting before she stopped, leaning back with an arm extended behind her, and her hand slipped into his boxers - again, she would run her fingers over his length, but this time there was no fabric in the way. ]

[ One day she would learn he's mostly stubbornness and bravado. He had a reputation to uphold, and the desperate need to not be alone... despite everything he ever says.

When her felt her fingers slip past his boxers, her finger running over him he groaned, he couldn't even help it. A breath taken to try and keep his breath more steady as his eyes shifted to her, in a stupid hormone driven moment he spoke three words.]

...Do you... wanna?

[ She had an inkling, by now, that he was mostly stubbornness and bravado.

In any case, she heard his groan, felt him stiffening at her touch, and that in themselves gave her some pleasure as she looked down. His hazy, lust-heated eyes were met with hers. ]

...Yeah.

[ that's why she came over in the first place, wasn't it? She bit down on her lip, cheeks growing redder when she added, ]

I want you, Jay.

[ He managed one of those one sides grins he so often gave, that his whole adopted family gave, not that she knew them yet. The trademark Bat-smirk. His eyes not changing at all as he watched her, shifting his hips as he moved his hands free of her to push his boxers down. ]

Uhh...

[ Realization hitting he realized something they needed wasn't at hand unless she came prepared. ] There's a box of condoms in the trunk... I'd get it but, well there's a beautiful woman holding me down.

[ Normal days he might have just flipped them but he was dizzy and that bending over stuff wasn't happening.

The box happened to have a lot of random stuff including the red helmet half buried, but the open, but mostly full box was sitting near the top.]

[ Even though Hana came over to Jason's with a singular purpose in mind - no, she did not come prepared, although she figured he would be in such a case. There was no objection on her end as she extricated herself from their position, pulling her hand away from his shaft and her legs away from his face as she reached over to the trunk and opened it. Her eyes found the red helmet, first, but the box was easily found after. She did notice that it was mostly full - which meant Jason was either having frequent enough sex that he had to stock up often, or that he we wasn't playing as big of a game as he usually talked.

She would reserve judgment for now. There were, after all, better things to be getting up to. Carefully she took a condom out and then opened its packaging before she positioned herself between Jason's legs. She took him up with a hand and gave him a few strokes to further his arousal before she deftly slipped the condom onto him, all as she looked up at his eyes. Half wanting that heated gaze of hers returned, half checking if he really was still. Like. Conscious enough for this. ]

Ready?

[ Jason was pretty big on protection. After what happened to Bruce...and nearly Tim. Nah, he's good there. He wasn't ready for fatherhood, and by god he didn't want it. He had enough issues worrying about becoming like Willis Todd. No babies.

The hot mess detective, was busy wigging the rest of the way out of his boxers, before pushing his bangs out of his face. When she made eye contact he gave a bit of a loopy smile, but it wasn't as far gone as he really felt. It had been awhile after all, and even if it was a bad idea, he didn't want to risk not getting the chance, namely with someone he liked as much as he liked Hana. Even if it was also to protect his cover. ]

Born ready, for you anyway.

[ He managed before he started to cough again, half sitting up before chuckling and speaking before she can ask.]

I'm fine.

[ The fact that this was a bad idea also crossed Hana's mind, especially so as Jason began to cough. But he'd given her a look that took her by surprise because - there was something behind the hazy lust, even behind all the sick, and it told Hana that maybe Jason did want this as much as she did. Not just in a physical, sexual way, but - emotionally, too.

Maybe he'd been feeling just as lonely as she had been?

Once the condom was on, Hana gave him a little smile and sat back up, resting a hand on his shoulder to help ease him back onto his back. If they were really going to do this, she was going to make it as easy on him as she could. She didn't mind - she liked being in control, anyway. ]

Alright, Mr. I'm Fine, just lay back down and relax.

[ Straddling his hips, Hana moved her own and with her other hand, she guided Jason toward her sex, teasing herself first by running the tip of him along her folds before she finally, finally sank down onto him and took his length into her. ]

Oh, Jay—

[ He eased back as she pushed him, the grin easing again, as he settled against his pillow his tired eyes taking her in. Growing firmer in her grasp as she slid the condom on.]

Oh, you think I'm more than fine.

[ He always loved to joke with those he let through his walls, and well anyone else when he wasn't being ultra serious, but for Hana it was affection... like the clapper hidden under the bed he planned to install when he was better to play a practical joke on the Alchemists. He did need the connection, in all the ways she offered him.

He was a bat, lonely came in the checkbox.

A groan slid free when she teased them both by sliding his tip along her folds. He instinctively licked his lips as he watched her sink down on him before both hands moved down to rest on her hips.]

Oh fuck, Hana.

[ She gasped and for a moment, she had to keep herself from moving. She had to acclimate herself to the feeling of him, her walls tight around him. Her eyes closed as she focused on the sensation and she bit down on her lip. It had been a while for her, too, since she had last done this with someone. Longer than for Jason, honestly.

After that moment, though, she lifted her hips slowly, leaning forward, splaying her hands across the rigid muscles of his torso - until she was at his tip, and then she brought herself down on him again. ]

Damn.

[ Steadily, she set them on a rhythm. Slow, for now, but it felt right given Jason's... condition.

This was such a bad idea. But hell, did it feel good. ]

[ He wished in that moment with the heat of her taking him over, that he could kiss her, hold her down and kiss her breathless. Even if part of his desire as her dominating him. He loved handing over his control now and then. Her setting the place and using his body to help herself out there were things that made his blood hum, made the electric run down his spine.

It had only been a few weeks for Jason, so it was likely true.

His eyes fluttered closed as he shifted enough to arch his back some as his nerves went a little haywire. As he shifted he tried to move his hips up to meet with one of her slow movements. Her name falling from his lips as his eyes stayed closed. The fever made him less closed with how he was feeling. No one was home and she's already seen him snotty, so, she could hear him enjoy the feeling of her.]

Hana, oh god, Hana...

Ah—!

[ She had been content to do all the work, so to speak, so to feel Jason bucking up, his hips meeting hers, had Hana surprised for a moment. Like that, he went in deeper, and she couldn't help but moan as they continued, as Hana gradually began to increase their pace. ]

Jay...

[ As she looked down at him again, watching his face and the way he said her name over and over, she wished she could kiss him, too. Instead she moved a hand, found his, and laced their fingers together. Just like earlier - they couldn't kiss, but they could at least do this. ]

[ Bats were trained to be on top of their game even when ill, this was far from the first time Jason's insisted he was fine when he was to sick to be doing things, but, like many times in his life it fell to instincts to get him through, even sick the feeling of her had him eager to rise to the occasion. The spirit was willing, the body was weak.

At her moan and his name, he tensed a second, the pressure building for him already. He was melting, it could also be the fever. When her hand came down he laced fingers with her, having to turn his head to cough, the hand with her squeezed as a silent 'go on.' He hated that he was sick in that moment. ]

[ She did pause in her movements when Jason began to cough again - she was trying to make this as easy on him as possible, but part of her felt that they'd passed the point of no return by now. When he squeezed her hand, she knew what he meant, what he was trying to say. She glanced down at him with an apologetic look. ]

Come on, stay with me, Jay. You can rest as much as you want after...

[ She leaned forward a bit, and she moved their entwined hands over so that they were above Jason's head on the bed. Hana's other hand reached over to his face and brushed his hair out of his face. They were close together like this and, even though Jason had just been coughing, Hana didn't care anymore. She wanted that intimacy, even if they weren't going to kiss. So keep going, she did, building a rhythm and pace again as she moved her hips up and down. Her eyes slipped shut, too, focusing on the sensation of Jason inside of her and she could feel herself flaring up with pleasure. ]

[ Once the coughs subsided he rested his head back against the pillows again, a gasp escaping. Between the pain in his ribs and the pleasure she was sending through his body it was an overload. And one he was more then happy to deal with because he could get lost in the better feelings.

Jason turned his head away when she leaned in closer, their arms above his head. Still trying to protect her from his germs. He didn't respond, more than groaning her name once more, just after her eyes closed, then he tensed a moment. From that point he was oddly quiet. His breathing just as heavy.

The overload was to much, Jason was gone, his fingers still twined with hers but the grip all but gone.

He tried. ]

Mmm...

[ His groans and gasps were joined by a few of her own, and quiet mutterings of his name. Hana could feel the tension building in her, too, and she steadily began to pick up the pace -

then she felt him tense up, heard him go quiet, and his fingers loosened against hers.

Hana paused, eyes fluttering open.

Did he just— ]

—Jay?

[ She could practically feel him going limp inside of her.

Her brows furrowed as she peered down at him, looking pretty much dead to the world. ]

Oh my god.

[ Didn't he get a gold star for trying?

He was dead to the world indeed, not moving at all besides his chest rising and falling. Already falling deep into his slumber, that bottle he took a shot out of... was NyQyuil. That combined with overload he was down for the count.

Hours later, the sun was rising and Jason was still asleep, his breath starting to quicken again. True to what he had said, the man ran hot when he slept, even if part of it was the fever the rest was well, he burns hot when he sleeps. As his eyes opened he was dazed and confused, feeling like he lost a battle with a tank. ]

[ Only winners get gold stars from Hana, Jason.

... Still, when he would awaken the next morning, he would find that Hana had stayed through the night. In spite of everything, she managed to laugh the absurdity of what had happened off, at least to herself, and then decided it was too late to go home then, too much energy to get dressed and make herself look presentable again. So she simply laid back down next to Jason, cozying up at his side and eventually falling asleep there. And continuing to be asleep.

She may have also drooled on his shoulder all the while, but Jason came early and passed out so really this was just retribution. ]

Edited 2018-02-13 22:07 (UTC)

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