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[ She couldn't help but groan at the sensation of his fingers. Okay. Jeez. If he insisted... ]

F— Fine.

[ Now, at least, she wasn't going to let him have all the fun. She would resume what she'd been plotting before she stopped, leaning back with an arm extended behind her, and her hand slipped into his boxers - again, she would run her fingers over his length, but this time there was no fabric in the way. ]

[ One day she would learn he's mostly stubbornness and bravado. He had a reputation to uphold, and the desperate need to not be alone... despite everything he ever says.

When her felt her fingers slip past his boxers, her finger running over him he groaned, he couldn't even help it. A breath taken to try and keep his breath more steady as his eyes shifted to her, in a stupid hormone driven moment he spoke three words.]

...Do you... wanna?

[ She had an inkling, by now, that he was mostly stubbornness and bravado.

In any case, she heard his groan, felt him stiffening at her touch, and that in themselves gave her some pleasure as she looked down. His hazy, lust-heated eyes were met with hers. ]

...Yeah.

[ that's why she came over in the first place, wasn't it? She bit down on her lip, cheeks growing redder when she added, ]

I want you, Jay.

[ He managed one of those one sides grins he so often gave, that his whole adopted family gave, not that she knew them yet. The trademark Bat-smirk. His eyes not changing at all as he watched her, shifting his hips as he moved his hands free of her to push his boxers down. ]

Uhh...

[ Realization hitting he realized something they needed wasn't at hand unless she came prepared. ] There's a box of condoms in the trunk... I'd get it but, well there's a beautiful woman holding me down.

[ Normal days he might have just flipped them but he was dizzy and that bending over stuff wasn't happening.

The box happened to have a lot of random stuff including the red helmet half buried, but the open, but mostly full box was sitting near the top.]

[ Even though Hana came over to Jason's with a singular purpose in mind - no, she did not come prepared, although she figured he would be in such a case. There was no objection on her end as she extricated herself from their position, pulling her hand away from his shaft and her legs away from his face as she reached over to the trunk and opened it. Her eyes found the red helmet, first, but the box was easily found after. She did notice that it was mostly full - which meant Jason was either having frequent enough sex that he had to stock up often, or that he we wasn't playing as big of a game as he usually talked.

She would reserve judgment for now. There were, after all, better things to be getting up to. Carefully she took a condom out and then opened its packaging before she positioned herself between Jason's legs. She took him up with a hand and gave him a few strokes to further his arousal before she deftly slipped the condom onto him, all as she looked up at his eyes. Half wanting that heated gaze of hers returned, half checking if he really was still. Like. Conscious enough for this. ]

Ready?

[ Jason was pretty big on protection. After what happened to Bruce...and nearly Tim. Nah, he's good there. He wasn't ready for fatherhood, and by god he didn't want it. He had enough issues worrying about becoming like Willis Todd. No babies.

The hot mess detective, was busy wigging the rest of the way out of his boxers, before pushing his bangs out of his face. When she made eye contact he gave a bit of a loopy smile, but it wasn't as far gone as he really felt. It had been awhile after all, and even if it was a bad idea, he didn't want to risk not getting the chance, namely with someone he liked as much as he liked Hana. Even if it was also to protect his cover. ]

Born ready, for you anyway.

[ He managed before he started to cough again, half sitting up before chuckling and speaking before she can ask.]

I'm fine.

[ The fact that this was a bad idea also crossed Hana's mind, especially so as Jason began to cough. But he'd given her a look that took her by surprise because - there was something behind the hazy lust, even behind all the sick, and it told Hana that maybe Jason did want this as much as she did. Not just in a physical, sexual way, but - emotionally, too.

Maybe he'd been feeling just as lonely as she had been?

Once the condom was on, Hana gave him a little smile and sat back up, resting a hand on his shoulder to help ease him back onto his back. If they were really going to do this, she was going to make it as easy on him as she could. She didn't mind - she liked being in control, anyway. ]

Alright, Mr. I'm Fine, just lay back down and relax.

[ Straddling his hips, Hana moved her own and with her other hand, she guided Jason toward her sex, teasing herself first by running the tip of him along her folds before she finally, finally sank down onto him and took his length into her. ]

Oh, Jay—

[ He eased back as she pushed him, the grin easing again, as he settled against his pillow his tired eyes taking her in. Growing firmer in her grasp as she slid the condom on.]

Oh, you think I'm more than fine.

[ He always loved to joke with those he let through his walls, and well anyone else when he wasn't being ultra serious, but for Hana it was affection... like the clapper hidden under the bed he planned to install when he was better to play a practical joke on the Alchemists. He did need the connection, in all the ways she offered him.

He was a bat, lonely came in the checkbox.

A groan slid free when she teased them both by sliding his tip along her folds. He instinctively licked his lips as he watched her sink down on him before both hands moved down to rest on her hips.]

Oh fuck, Hana.

[ She gasped and for a moment, she had to keep herself from moving. She had to acclimate herself to the feeling of him, her walls tight around him. Her eyes closed as she focused on the sensation and she bit down on her lip. It had been a while for her, too, since she had last done this with someone. Longer than for Jason, honestly.

After that moment, though, she lifted her hips slowly, leaning forward, splaying her hands across the rigid muscles of his torso - until she was at his tip, and then she brought herself down on him again. ]

Damn.

[ Steadily, she set them on a rhythm. Slow, for now, but it felt right given Jason's... condition.

This was such a bad idea. But hell, did it feel good. ]

[ He wished in that moment with the heat of her taking him over, that he could kiss her, hold her down and kiss her breathless. Even if part of his desire as her dominating him. He loved handing over his control now and then. Her setting the place and using his body to help herself out there were things that made his blood hum, made the electric run down his spine.

It had only been a few weeks for Jason, so it was likely true.

His eyes fluttered closed as he shifted enough to arch his back some as his nerves went a little haywire. As he shifted he tried to move his hips up to meet with one of her slow movements. Her name falling from his lips as his eyes stayed closed. The fever made him less closed with how he was feeling. No one was home and she's already seen him snotty, so, she could hear him enjoy the feeling of her.]

Hana, oh god, Hana...

Ah—!

[ She had been content to do all the work, so to speak, so to feel Jason bucking up, his hips meeting hers, had Hana surprised for a moment. Like that, he went in deeper, and she couldn't help but moan as they continued, as Hana gradually began to increase their pace. ]

Jay...

[ As she looked down at him again, watching his face and the way he said her name over and over, she wished she could kiss him, too. Instead she moved a hand, found his, and laced their fingers together. Just like earlier - they couldn't kiss, but they could at least do this. ]

[ Bats were trained to be on top of their game even when ill, this was far from the first time Jason's insisted he was fine when he was to sick to be doing things, but, like many times in his life it fell to instincts to get him through, even sick the feeling of her had him eager to rise to the occasion. The spirit was willing, the body was weak.

At her moan and his name, he tensed a second, the pressure building for him already. He was melting, it could also be the fever. When her hand came down he laced fingers with her, having to turn his head to cough, the hand with her squeezed as a silent 'go on.' He hated that he was sick in that moment. ]

[ She did pause in her movements when Jason began to cough again - she was trying to make this as easy on him as possible, but part of her felt that they'd passed the point of no return by now. When he squeezed her hand, she knew what he meant, what he was trying to say. She glanced down at him with an apologetic look. ]

Come on, stay with me, Jay. You can rest as much as you want after...

[ She leaned forward a bit, and she moved their entwined hands over so that they were above Jason's head on the bed. Hana's other hand reached over to his face and brushed his hair out of his face. They were close together like this and, even though Jason had just been coughing, Hana didn't care anymore. She wanted that intimacy, even if they weren't going to kiss. So keep going, she did, building a rhythm and pace again as she moved her hips up and down. Her eyes slipped shut, too, focusing on the sensation of Jason inside of her and she could feel herself flaring up with pleasure. ]

[ Once the coughs subsided he rested his head back against the pillows again, a gasp escaping. Between the pain in his ribs and the pleasure she was sending through his body it was an overload. And one he was more then happy to deal with because he could get lost in the better feelings.

Jason turned his head away when she leaned in closer, their arms above his head. Still trying to protect her from his germs. He didn't respond, more than groaning her name once more, just after her eyes closed, then he tensed a moment. From that point he was oddly quiet. His breathing just as heavy.

The overload was to much, Jason was gone, his fingers still twined with hers but the grip all but gone.

He tried. ]

Mmm...

[ His groans and gasps were joined by a few of her own, and quiet mutterings of his name. Hana could feel the tension building in her, too, and she steadily began to pick up the pace -

then she felt him tense up, heard him go quiet, and his fingers loosened against hers.

Hana paused, eyes fluttering open.

Did he just— ]

—Jay?

[ She could practically feel him going limp inside of her.

Her brows furrowed as she peered down at him, looking pretty much dead to the world. ]

Oh my god.

[ Didn't he get a gold star for trying?

He was dead to the world indeed, not moving at all besides his chest rising and falling. Already falling deep into his slumber, that bottle he took a shot out of... was NyQyuil. That combined with overload he was down for the count.

Hours later, the sun was rising and Jason was still asleep, his breath starting to quicken again. True to what he had said, the man ran hot when he slept, even if part of it was the fever the rest was well, he burns hot when he sleeps. As his eyes opened he was dazed and confused, feeling like he lost a battle with a tank. ]

[ Only winners get gold stars from Hana, Jason.

... Still, when he would awaken the next morning, he would find that Hana had stayed through the night. In spite of everything, she managed to laugh the absurdity of what had happened off, at least to herself, and then decided it was too late to go home then, too much energy to get dressed and make herself look presentable again. So she simply laid back down next to Jason, cozying up at his side and eventually falling asleep there. And continuing to be asleep.

She may have also drooled on his shoulder all the while, but Jason came early and passed out so really this was just retribution. ]

Edited 2018-02-13 22:07 (UTC)

[ ...Mean.

Jason started to shift as his body started to wake. Grumbling a bit, as his eye cracked, it was only then that he realized one of his arms was dead asleep. Having rolled at some point to snuggle into the small heat source in his bed. One arm under her head near her drool spot, and that arm was tingling like crazy. The pain shot through as he forced himself to try and slowly wiggle the arm free.

After all, the sight of her was breath taking, even with the drool running down his shoulder. Why did she stay? Oh god, she was going to get sick. That wasn't good at all. Yet, if there would be damage it was already done, so best to get his arm free and not wake her, let her sleep.

He hated the fact he always woke and needed to pee. How did normal guys do this? ]

[ Hana was, in fact, out like a light, and when Jason wiggled his arm to get it free from beneath her head, she merely hummed, finally closing her mouth as she wiggled a bit on her own to settle into her new, arm pillow-less position. Her lips curled into a little smile of sorts even in her sleep and she pulled her legs in a bit, curling into a ball. Her hair was a mess, both around her face and spread over the bed. ]

Hmm...

[ Her voice was quiet, and under slow, sleepy breaths, she muttered a few words in Korean. ]

[ He couldn't help a tired smile at how cute she was like that. Their was something about a girl in the morning light less than perfect that made his heart flutter. But freedom! He moved quickly across the room, only managing to grab the cloak form the ball, he so often uses as a bathrobe since his cheap ass wont but one. A few minutes later he returns still wraped in his cloak with two new glasses of water. Sitting one aside from himself he reached down and nudged her. ]

Time to wake up, sleeping beauty.

[ He spoke, his voice more squeeky today, and his color just as bad.]

[ Meanwhile Hana was still naked, but she had herself wrapped up in the blanket enough that, even after the human furnace Jason Todd left the bed, she didn't feel bothered by the cold. If he had only tried to wake her up with his voice, it wouldn't have worked, but the nudge pulled her back into the world of the waking and her eyes fluttered open, albeit dazed. ]

Jay...?

[ Her voice was a little scratchy, like her throat had gotten paper dry. Slowly she propped herself up on one elbow, using the other arm to keep the blanket wrapped around herself. ]

Good morning...

[ She's very slow to wake up in the morning. Give her a few minutes... ]

[ If Jason wasn't sick, he would have made her breakfast and tried to be a proper host, instead he just managed to find his boxers and get them back on, leaving the cloak draped around him. At some point after crawling out of the bed before waking her he found and discarded the condom.

He started to sneeze again after she said good morning, before he gave a miserable sigh and sank back across the bed, draping an arm around her.]

Your not allowed to get mad at me, if you get sick.

[ he spoke, reaching back for a tissue. He was the type that once he was up, he was up, end of story... though being sick made him a bit more drowsy than normal.]

[ She gave a few slow blinks at the way that Jason got back into bed with her and even more so that he put an arm around her. That gesture along with the words he'd said seemed to fight each other - and Hana would have thought that he would be trying to kick her out either because he didn't want her around his sickness or because he wasn't one for morning after cuddling, or both.

Still keeping the blanket around her, she reached over to grab the tissue for him and hand it over. ]

Please. I feel fine.

[ Famous last words. ]

Though you did kinda leave me hanging last night.

[ The amusement sparked in her eyes; her gaze had still been groggy and sleepy up until then. ]

[ He only moved the arm around her long enough to take the tissues, sit up a second and blow his nose before tossing them in the trash by the bed. ]

You say that now...

[ He warned, but shrugged, laying back beside her before offering a grin, which looked cute in the light of day, he was still flushed with fever so it looked like he was blushing more than he was... or was he? ]

Did I? Everything is kind of blur, but I'm not feeling as dead if you want to try again. [ he added with a playful grin.]

[ Her lips drew into a thin line as he blew his nose, thinking to herself that this definitely wasn't an idyllic morning after scene after all, now that she was feeling more awake and now that she could see that sickly flush of red across Jason's skin. There was something almost... normal about the way he smiled then, even feverish and all, that didn't just seem like the typical cocky Jason Todd kind of smile - maybe he really was that sick.

(She knew deep down that perhaps the walls he usually kept up to guard himself were down from being sick and vulnerable - but it was easier to chalk it up to sick delirium. Easier to let herself think of it that way.)

Still, Hana couldn't help but smile back even as she shook her head. ]

I just watched you blow your nose. Actually, you didn't get all of it either.

[ She reached back and grabbed another tissue to hand him. ]

So not sexy.

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