[closed] Time to Heal

[wayfaring_stranger]

who: Jace Wayland, Alec Lightwood, Izzy Lightwood, Magnus Bane, Max Lightwood
what: Jace brought with him to his new life a lot of injuries to his heart and soul. The memories associated will suddenly become old, blurred around the edges, and allow him the distance he needs to actually begin healing.
when: Amnesia Event, Morning of the 12th
where: Beginning in their new apartment.
warnings: Will update as needed.



Jace hadn't bothered with a bed when they'd moved into their new apartment. He had a mattress and a pillow on the floor. Sheets and a blanket. Books on the floor next to his bed. Clothes were still packed in a bag. He hadn't had much interest in shopping or decorating, but he had spent the evening picking up ingredients for breakfast. Cooking was an interesting distraction. Magnus had enjoyed his omelette so he was planning to cook for everyone now that they all lived together.

The evening was comfortable, nice, and for once he actually felt relaxed. A little too relaxed, but he blamed it on the lack of training and exercise. Maybe Alec was right. They needed to start training again. They needed a place in the apartment where they could spar and he could burn off all the confusing thoughts and emotions he'd been having. He still couldn't believe he'd almost kissed Alec. Kicking his butt in training would be so much easier than trying not to kiss him right now. And Magnus.

Izzy would find this all very amusing, he was sure of it.

By the time he made it back home he had already begun to feel off balanced, his thoughts thick and sluggish, and had only managed to simply drop off the bags of food in the kitchen before making his way to his room. For a moment before he stripped off his clothes he couldn't remember what he'd been doing before and then he was face down on his mattress, feeling like the room was slowly spinning away into darkness.

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[withstyle]

The question isn't a surprise, considering it was one of Izzy's first thoughts too and once Alec has weighed in Izzy sidles a bit closer to Magnus, to speak the aside to him (if only because she knows the bond between the parabatai pushes Alec to automatically have a response). "That was my first thought too. He didn't smell like alcohol when I was close, though. And considering he blacked out from before getting to bed the scent of booze would linger." Izzy offers, thinking about when she'd been sitting next to Jace on the mattress, or when she had crouched down in front of him when he'd dropped after closing the door of his room. It's an answer to the question that he had asked, rather than the conclusion that Alec offered. IT's not like there aren't some poisons, drugs, and the ilk that don't give a scent, but Alec already covered that they would have known, been able to tell, if that were the case. Izzy's not sure if the factor of alcohol might be important for Magnus in whatever he might do, but she'll offer what she can to help.

Jace might not be her parabatai, but he is her brother just as much as Alec or Max. Watching her brothers, and Magnus as he moves closer to the duo, Izzy remains nearer to the door...just in case. Plus, she can't do much at the moment. She can't heal Jace and her expertise lie with the dead, not in treating the living usually. Still, she hates feeling useless.

"Magnus, do you need anything?" She might as well check, considering Alec isn't going to be moving any time soon, considering the way that he's cradling Jace, and the only person in the room that can determine if it's truly something magical right now is her brother-in-law. Jace, though extremely sluggish and definitely off was still here. So, there wasn't any certainty that he was in immediate danger. That didn't mean that they weren't getting on figuring out what the hell was wrong with the blonde.

This family takes care of it's own, after all.

[appetitive]

There was a lot to take in and only part of it important to what was happening to Jace. He could see the concern on Alec's face and the tense lines of his shoulders, and Izzy was concerned even if she hid it more effectively than her older brother. Even though she remained slightly removed from the scene, arms folded in that way they did when she was analyzing, she helped by answering his questions a little more seriously than Alec had. The parabatai had always been something of a weakness for each other, because even though they fought better together, a problem with one would usually manifest in the other in some way. At least Alec was unaffected by whatever was happening to Jace, a sign that it could be dealt with more easily than if both of them were incapacitated.

"Stay awake, Jace," he said as he came to stand at the side of the mattress. After a moment, he knelt down beside it to get close enough to where the parabatai were sprawled over the sad excuse for a bed. "When this is over, I'm getting you a real bed," he added under his breath, glancing at Alec and hoping the remark would be calming rather than seem flippant.

Hands starting to glow with magic, he glanced over his shoulder at Isabelle. "Nothing right now, not until I know what's happening," he replied. He reached out, both arms hovering above Jace, and then slowly spread his hands away from each other to blanket him in magic. Though there were no visible injuries, he still needed to confirm that it wasn't a physical problem.

[angelic_archer]

For a second, Alec felt a flash of anger, ready to argue that Jace wasn't drunk. He'd know if his parabatai. Jace didn't drink... but that wasn't right. It was obvious that Jace had taken up habits that Alec didn't remember. Ones that made Magnus and Izzy's concerns valid. It hurt to realize that he didn't know his parabatai as well as he should but regrets wouldn't help them figure out what was wrong with Jace.

Biting his lip, he tried to ignore the guilt, gently nudging Jace so he'd stay awake. "Parabatai, you have t help us. Stay awake." Looking up at Magnus' comment, the guilt worsened before he carefully shoved it to the back of his mind so that Jace wouldn't sense it. "Magnus, I'd know if he was seriously injured. I've felt it every time he's been hurt. I wouldn't lie about it now." But he had in the past, but the two of them had agreed then to never tell anyone what had happened on the battlefield in Idris. "And I'd know if it was something serious magic-wise. Nothing's influencing him like it did with Sebastian."

[wayfaring_stranger]

Izzy. Magnus. Alec. His family was there. Together. They were muffled, as if they were all so far away, but Jace knew they were close. Warm. Hearts beating. He could feel the tension in Alec's body, feel it through their bond. He imagined Izzy remaining calm on the outside, determined, focused. Magnus...

He remembered Magnus in the pool. The look on his face when Jace had literally run away from him and the aching temptation of something he couldn't name, was too afraid to name.

And Alec. Parabatai. Brother.

Stay awake.

But it was so nice to be free from.... "Warm."

That had to be Magnus's magic. It felt warm without heat. Nice. Soothing in a way he couldn't imagine before. So soothing, in fact, he found himself starting to drift away. He wanted to stay awake for Alec, stay by his side, comfort the worry away, but he also wanted to let go. Let whatever was happening happen.

It couldn't be something bad if he was feeling lighter than he had in weeks. Right?

Jace's breathing slowly deepened and his entire body finally went completely limp.

[appetitive]

Even if his focus was trained on Jace, Magnus could read Alec well enough to know that something other than Jace's current state is bothering him. He looked defensive, shoulders up, and there was a hint of combativeness in his tone. Magnus did his best not to take it personally—he knew what parabatai could be like, and Alec's fierce love of Jace didn't end with their soul bond. "No one accused you of lying, Alec," he said as softly as he can manage while the majority of his mind is firmly on the spell he's using to examine Jace. "You know what he's been like, lately."

Magnus ignored the reference to Sebastian since it didn't mean anything to him, at the moment. It was a keen reminder of how his missing memories could end up costing them, though, because he lacks experiences that should have helped him in similar situations. Though he briefly wondered if this had happened to Jace before, he shoves the thoughts aside since they're largely unhelpful. He was pulled back to the present when he could sense Jace relax and fall into unconsciousness, making Magnus sit up straighter.

"He's fallen asleep," he said without any tone of surprise. Unable to sense any source of the problem, he shifted the spell to lend some of his strength to Jace until he was certain he wasn't in immediate danger. As the magic faded from his hands, Magnus slumped forward and caught himself with an arm braced against the mattress. "I can't figure it out," he said, eyes closing as he felt the effects of pouring his energy into Jace. "There's no physical problem, nor anything magical or demonic that's within my power to detect. It's possible that this is a psychological issue, or something otherworldly."

[angelic_archer]

For a few seconds, he felt like he was preparing for a fight and then reminded himself that Magnus and Izzy wouldn't condemn him. They wouldn't blame him for this, whatever it is. Even if Alec felt like they should. Letting out a slow breath, he forced himself to push aside his guilt and worry. Neither emotion would help right now. They needed to focus on Jace, not Alec's guilty conscience. "I know. I just - " Failed him again. "He's acted like that before so I didn't think..."

That was the problem. He hadn't thought He'd been so caught up in his own happiness and trying not to push Jace too hard about what was wrong that he missed something. "There isn't anything from the bond that would explain this," he answered. There was a faint echo of something but it was so faint that he doubted that it was what was causing this. "The bond feels stronger, not... not like when he - " Died.

Did Magnus remember that? Izzy wouldn't know since they'd both lied about what happened during the battle. He hadn't even told Jace what had happened, afraid that he'd feel guilty for Alec almost dying in the fight. "Why would something make the bond stronger, but cause him to react like this?"

Which would have left him elated if Jace hadn't slumped into his embrace, breathing slow and deep. Alec began to panic, looking up at Magnus for some hint of what was wrong, but his husband didn't look distraught like he would if Jace was dying again. As he felt the last traces of magic fade, he automatically reached out to help Magnus, swaying as he tried to steady both his parabatai and his husband.

When he was sure that neither one was going to fall over, Alec gave his husband a look that had become common between them, silently offering his strength to him. "Otherworldly?" It wasn't a term that he'd heard any warlock use before. Knowing that Magnus wouldn't accept a magical 'boost' until everyone was settled, Alec gently maneuvered Jace to the bed, pulling the blankets over him and making sure that he would be comfortable.

Gaze moving from Magnus to Izzy, he ran a hand through his hair. "I didn't know. There was no sign of anything like this happening to him." Would Izzy blame him for this? Would Jace when he woke up? If he woke up...

[withstyle]

Izzy's quiet as she watches everything unfold, her eyes going from Jace to Alec and then to Magnus and back again. The lethargy, if it weren't for having Magnus here, would worry Izzy. In fact, it's all concerning anyway and for more than a few reasons. Nothing is keeping Jace from sleeping, but sleep is restorative and helps at the same time...it just seems a bit less of something to remain calm about in this instance.

But maybe that is what he needs, since there's nothing else that the warlock in residence can do.

Alec, though, is another matter completely. The defensive anger that bubbled up isn't unlike Alec. He's always felt as if he is his parabatai's keeper, when he really isn't. Still, Izzy remains silent, taking the exchange between her brother and his husband in and only once Jace is safely tucked into bed did she step forward and finally re-enter the conversation. "So, it could, potentially, be caused by magic that originates from here...or from someone that has magic from somewhere else, then." She ventures, eyes on Magnus while putting her hand on Alec's back and offering that silent bit of comfort.

"Like Magnus said...you know how Jace has been lately, you can't beat yourself up for not noticing something; he's never been the most forthcoming about things that are going on with him, even with you." Izzy gently reminds her brother, not blaming him in the least. Alec has always been the hardest on himself, after all. "And if he didn't even notice, you wouldn't have either." Izzy points out, peering at the prone blonde on the bed.

"We'll just have to keep an eye on him and wait for him to wake up, see what he might be able to share. Maybe do some investigating outside of Jace...see what else we can find. But there's no real physical problem, so he should be safe for now, right?" Izzy directs the question at Magnus, trusting his judgement without hesitation, honestly. Plus, knowing that his parabatai was safe, even if they were unsure as to what was going on, would at least offer Alec some comfort in the interim.

Because Izzy had no doubt. Jace's stubborn ass would wake up. She had to believe that, especially with what her brother-in-law had to offer. thus far. If it were something much more serious she had to believe he'd be able to tell. And right now Jace was just sleeping, even if they didn't know why.

[appetitive]

Magnus' expression softens as his eyes meet Alec's, understanding the silent offer and appreciating it even if he won't take it just yet. He still has some things to take care of to make sure Jace is comfortable, and he stands back to let Alec see to his parabatai in order to move to the emptier half of the room. Regarding the space for a moment, he gathers a spell between his hands and then spreads his arms wide in order to conjure a bed frame into existence. It's large, tall enough that Jace will be able to comfortably sit on it and, more importantly right now, Magnus and the others will be able to easily attend to his illness.

Turning around, he reaches out a hand for Alec to help him up from the floor. "Yes," he says to start answering Izzy as he magically moves the mattress and Jace from their current position until both are in place on the frame. Staggering slightly with the spell done, he squeezes Alec's hand but turns a small smile towards his sister-in-law. "Either from this moon itself, or one of the many worlds the portal connects us to." Those are easy answers, unlike all of the questions that Alec is posing. Glancing at his husband, Magnus sits down on the edge of Jace's bed and sets a hand on his knee. "There are possibilities we've discussed," he says quietly, not intending to leave Izzy out of the conversation but meaning it mostly as a reminder for Alec. After all, this wasn't the first odd thing to happen to Jace since their arrival in the city, though it was definitely one of the more dramatic ones.

"Like Isabelle said, there are a lot of answers we won't have until he wakes up. For now, it's safe to let him sleep and monitor whether or not that helps him. I've lent him quite a bit of my strength, and I can help either of you do the same if necessary." He pulled his hand back from where it had rested on Jace and used it to massage his temples. "For the moment, though, all I can do is rest and be ready for anything else that may happen when he wakes."