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Captain James T. Kirk ([personal profile] winscenario) wrote in [community profile] riverviewlogs2017-05-05 02:08 am

( closed ) how about you and me

who: Jim Kirk & Leonard McCoy
what: a failed dinner date surprise
when: now
where: their place, shared housing
warnings: gross domesticity, probably some smooching and general self-indulgent shippy stuff. will update if need be!


All in all, Jim had liked the flower festival a little more. Granted, he'd still been getting used to life in Riverview then, but the mood in general had been livelier and more festive. Not that people were in any way sadder or more unpleasant, but there was definitely a lingering feeling of grief and loss that just didn't sit well with him.

Most of the aspects weren't really up his alley, so he skipped on a lot of it. He accepted any lanterns only so he wouldn't be rude, but he didn't share any stories, he didn't hang any lanterns. He was honestly debating on whether to send a single lantern down the river in a few days, but he had time. Until then? There was one tradition he could get behind, at least.

Or... well, try his best, anyway. Because cooking really wasn't a strong suit of his.

He organized himself so that, hopefully, it wouldn't be too disastrous. Choosing a recipe: check. Buying ingredients: check. Getting some little decorative items just to set the mood: check. Oh, and a cute fancy apron (fundamental, clearly): check.

It all seemed fairly straightforward. He set up the table for two, simple but with a couple of candles and a small jar with flowers, the rest of the flat tidied up to near perfection. And it would've been perfection if it weren't for the fact that halfway through keeping an eye on the meat roasting in the oven, he let the rice burn and stick to the bottom of the cooking pot, and by the time he took care of that there was an even stronger smell of something burning in the air. He opened the oven and— ah. Great. A curtain of smoke right into his face that quickly enough spread through the rest of the flat.

Windows open, Jim was currently using a kitchen cloth to force the smoke out, looking a bit like a mess from having to deal with the disaster of his cooking attempt. Bones shouldn't be back so soon, though, so he could still try to get them takeout. Wouldn't be as special, but it'd have to do— and that way Bones wouldn't have to see the complete mess Jim had made of the kitchen, or the charred roadkill that should've been their dinner.
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-05-27 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
A soft sound got lost in their mouths as Jim swept into his mouth like that. Kissing Jim never lost that spine tingling sensation or that growing warmth that spread to his fingers and toes making him want to hold on tighter to him. He loved the taste of Jim on his tongue and the feel of his tongue brushing against Jim's. Felt so damn addicting.

When Jim shifted, the one arm still curled about his waist tightened and pulled him closer with a soft sound. Not that he was aiming to make it anymore sensual than it was, he just wanted him close. It was becoming quite the habit to drag Jim as close as possible.

And god, he could get used to that feeling of Jim's fingers in his hair and against his scalp. It sent shivers down his spine in a way that made him tangle his own a bit tighter in Jim's hair as he bit lightly on his lower lip. Letting the soft flesh slide from his teeth, he let out a soft contented sigh before touching their noses just barely before he kissed him again, softer this time, making the contact lingering and sweet.
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-05-27 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
A soft tremor rolled through him, making his fingers flex tighter in Jim's hair as he let out a gasping breath. Then he ended up laughing breathlessly as Jim nipped at his nose. Opening his eyes, he looked up at him with a bit of awe mixed in with utter adoration. Both hands moved up to lightly trace the curve of his neck before cupping his face between them.

"Like I'd ever have enough, but I guess I'm tided over for the time bein'." That was the real problem wasn't it? He really had no idea what Jim wanted out of this. He knew he wouldn't be dropped aside like past dalliances, but that didn't mean Jim wanted this to be a lasting thing either. Well.. it felt like he did. But Leonard had wanted this long enough to know that he might be confusing his own desires into everything.

Problem was, he felt too damn scared to ask. Other than Jim's pointed evasion of relationships in the past, he also dealt with that sinking feeling that came with remembering how he'd not been good enough for that sort of thing the first time. And where he'd pulled enough away from Joce to not sting too horribly much, Jim was an entirely different story.

Releasing his face, his hands dropped down to rest loosely on the blonde's hips as he gave him a curious look. "I'll follow your lead." Didn't he always?
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-05-28 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
"Goin' Shakesperean verse on me, darlin'?" He laughed a little, but it sounded soft, warm and happy in a way most wouldn't believe the doctor could sound. "And I'll make sure you keep that promise." Tipping his head into those hands, he let Jim look at him even if it did make his skin heat up a little and he had to smile almost shyly to have that much intensity turned on him from Jim. Not that he disliked it.

His lashes lowered when Jim leaned in to kiss him and only sighed when Jim gave him that command. Closing his eyes completely, he arched his brow a little. "You really are goin' all out, aren't you?" He angled his head to hear what Jim was doing and well, maybe it was driving him a little crazy with curiosity.

Until that music started playing. It occurred to him in that moment just what Jim might be planning. At the tap to his shoulder, he blinked his eyes open and looked up at Jim again then to the hand offered to him. "You may." The doctor breathed those words as he slid his hand into Jim's and pushed to his feet. Really, honestly? If he looked at what Jim was doing, he knew this wasn't something Jim just did. It wasn't like him at all...

But he was doing it for him, and god, that made him love him more.
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-05-28 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
Moving with Jim's direction, he slipped into the other's space letting his hands rest where Jim put them. And when the doctor felt that hand on his waist, he couldn't stop a small tremor in response to such a simple touch. Breathing in a careful measured breath, he curled his fingers over Jim's other hand as he fell into stop following his lead.

Didn't he always follow Jim's lead? It came as naturally as breathing most days. Leaning just a little closer, he touched his temple to Jim's not quite completely touching, but enough. Letting his eyes fall closed, he knew he could just get lost in the movement and sound and just being that close to Jim.

But it did a number on his insides as they knotted up with flutters and flip flops that just made it hard to breathe quite right. "If you're tryin' to woo me James Kirk, it's workin'." He said the words soft, even if they were lighter and meant to be amused, they came out more honest than anything else.
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-05-28 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mm, wooing isn't really the same thing as jumping into bed, now is it?" Well, maybe a little. Where he preferred more meaningful relationships and commitment he did go through a stint when he was younger and it didn't matter. He grew out of it pretty quick though. And honestly, Jim already had him in both ways even if he didn't realize it. "Just don't think anyone's really done anything like this for me before."

Least he could do was answer that honestly. Not that he didn't try for Jocelyn. It just never worked out. And it never felt like this either. Tipping his head into Jim's he reveled int he warmth and proximity as he let out a soft sigh. Sliding his hand on the shoulder to the back of Jim's neck, the other splayed out over Jim's chest softly, pressing against the feeling of his heart. "Yeah, real nice."

Letting out a soft sigh, he had a feeling he could get far too used to this. Not just dancing, but the warmth and the closeness. It felt too good to be honest. "Jim, you know... I mean it when I say you're all I want, right? Guess want isn't really the right for it."
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-05-29 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
"That wasn't planned, ya know." But he didn't know if he would do it differently. Jim didn't seem like the type to want grand romantic gestures and the fear of ruining their friendship always took precedence. Honestly, Leonard wasn't sure he'd ever have had the guts to pursue Jim without something pushing him forward first. "I don't know how I'd have tried to win you over, to be honest... Didn't think I could do anything more meaningful than just being by your side no matter what."

And he didn't know what could possibly make Jim switch gears from friendship to something like this. But maybe all the giving of himself and never walking away came to somethin'. Turning his head a little with Jim's he met his gaze for a second before his eyes lowered just slightly. "Well, I do prefer having somethings about me that surprise you. And to be honest, didn't think you'd ever do anything like this. It's pretty amazin'."

Biting into his lower lip a moment, he dropped his head down to rest his forehead on Jim's shoulder just a second. He didn't know if he should answer this question to be honest. Things were goin' well as they were. Did he really want to mess that up? "What word do you think I mean?"
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-05-30 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Fingers curled softly in the fabric of Jim's shirt, the nearness and warmth of just, everything, felt so overwhelming and... god, so good. Leonard wasn't one to give himself away to silly romantic notions that some person could or would solve everything in his life, but he knew he cared so damn much about Jim Kirk that well, it definitely felt like everything did in fact shift.

In a good way. Especially when Jim went and said things like that and looked so ridiculously cute. Tipping his head a little, he brushed a soft kiss just below Jim's ear as a smile pulled at his lips. "Funny, it's about the same for me, too." Even if their first meeting he just wanted to patch the kid up and help him, it just naturally progressed one step at a time.

The hand still splayed against Jim's chest moved, softly curling his fingers around his neck so he could run the pad of his thumb along the line of Jim's pulse. Breathing in slowly, he finally lifted his own head to softly rest it against Jim's. Truth be told, he didn't know if he should say it. What if Jim didn't want to hear that just yet?

"Think maybe I'd better wait then." He felt a little light headed at that. Unsure. "Cause it doesn't matter Jim... Even if we weren't like this, I'd still be here. I'm not gonna leave you behind and I never will. You're my best friend and you always will be. But maybe I could say it this way... you're it for me."
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-05-30 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Regardless of Jim's 'track record', Leonard never really thought badly of it. Not past sometimes looking at the person he was picking up and wondering what it would be like to be that person. But he'd always turned it around. Better to be a friend for life then someone whose name would be forgotten in less than a week. Well, possibly not that bad. He wouldn't be terribly surprised if Jim remembered names. Assuming he actually asked for one back int he Academy.

He'd just been brought up differently. Taught that there was just one person to spend his life with. Much like his ma did with his dad. He wanted that kind of love some much he'd jumped into the worst marriage even if it gave him his pride and joy in the end. So maybe it wasn't all for naught.

But this? This feeling of Jim's arms around him and the feeling of Jim's lips on his skin made him shiver softly. Pulling him closer, he knew it wasn't necessarily all that conducive to dancing, but they seemed to manage it alright. Lifting his head up, he turned to look at Jim leaning in close enough to nuzzle his cheek gently as he spoke those words.

"Guess it's easier to be close to your best friend." He remembered his ma once telling him to marry his best friend. He thought he had. Boy, had he been wrong. Even if Jim wasn't really promising him anything finite, he still smiled warmly, one hand sliding around to slide into his hair and cup the back of his head. "Wouldn't want you to do anything that didn't come natural... But I do know, you never gotta worry 'bout losing me. Not like that. Guess the only thing is that I have never been fond of sharin'. Think you can forgive an old fashioned idiot for that?"
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-05-31 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. He'd not been thinking of it from that direction, but realizing how it sounded felt like a damn rock in his chest. Biting into his lower lip, he started to instantly say he was sorry, and well, he was. But it sounded pretty damn hollow next to Jim's point. Lowering his head, he furrowed his brow while trying to figure out how to fix that mess he just caused.

And wow, he really did know how to make a mess.

Cause he wasn't sure about anything. Maybe it was ridiculous insecurities about himself, but he wasn't considering Jim's 'reputation' to be honest. More just the idea of Jim could possibly want to try something like this with him. "No, you wouldn't do that." His voice came out quiet, but not unsure. "Just wasn't sure I was..." Good enough for him? Probably, but he's not sayin' that kind of shit out loud. Not when Jim just made it pretty clear that wasn't the issue.

"'M Sorry." It was more a mumble, an admission that he'd fumbled that one. But he was a little stuck on that particular wording Jim used. "So... puttin' it that way, does that mean this is a relationship? Whole nine yards, with dating and gifts and showing up places together." God, that sounded ridiculous, but the smile was pulling at his lips before he could stop it. A stupid kind of hopeful smile. Especially when they'd already done most of that even without the official 'dating' attached to it.
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-05-31 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"Guess I am." He said the words softly, knowing full well that was true. He'd just been a long time away from havin' to worry about this sort of thing. And he still never fully understand why Jocelyn did what she did to him. But Jim wasn't her. Not by a long shot and he knew that. "We've certainly lived in each other's space most of the time we've known each other."

Leaning back when Jim pulled away, he bit into his lower lip while focusing on the feeling of those hands sliding up his chest. His hands drifted down Jim's back, dropping until the caught the curve of his hips and squeezed softly. "Like you said Jim, I don't want or need anyone else."

And really, that word he couldn't quite say yet burned on his tongue, daring him to say it out loud. But he didn't. Even if he met Jim's eyes and all he could think was how goddamn much he loved him. And honestly, admitting that to himself was hard enough. A smile pulled at the corner of his lips, just as the corners of his eyes crinkled in that purely happy way that really, only Jim managed to drag out of him if not Joanna. He missed her like hell, but he wasn't mad about being here.

Not when he could look at Jim like this. "Swear to god, you've got me wrapped around your little finger, ya know that?"
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-06-01 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, but you, too. Still wonder how you deal with my complainin' sometimes." And who knows what other quirks he had to deal with that Leonard wasn't clued into. He knew he must have them. "But you know, for all the pain in the ass things you've done, I wouldn't trade you for anything." Absolutely nothing in existence or hell, didn't exist, could even tempt him.

His smile warmed all the more as he felt Jim moving him into a twirl. Something he let him do, but with no small amount of laughter. God, he didn't laugh enough. He attributed most of those moments to Jim though.

"Sure it is. Bet you're already wonderin' how to use it to your advantage." Well, he wouldn't lie if Jim asked, but he certainly hoped that were the case. Cause he trusted him with that even if there was a chance he shouldn't. Smiling against his lips, he returned that kiss before giving him a light grin. "See if you know this one..." He furrowed his brow in thought, calling up the words before speaking the words carefully trying not to mix in too much of his accent and mess it up. "Love is not love, which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove."

Ducking his head, he knew he walked that dangerous line when he used that word, even if it was part of a sonnet. "O no, it is an ever-fixed mark, that looks on tempests and is never shaken. And that... that is all I remember from it. But I figure with all them books you've read, you know that one." After all, even Leonard knew Shakespeare when he heard it.
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-06-01 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh? I'll keep that in mind." Cause he really hadn't considered it that way before. Well, he just didn't really ask much of Jim other than nag him to take care of himself. The idea of asking for anything else was well... odd and sweet all at once. If he could bring himself to doing that.

What shouldn't have surprised the good doctor was him quoting the rest of that sonnet to him. Ducking his head, he laughed softly and shook his head. Of course he would know it. Lifting his head he let his eyes run over Jim's face a moment before arching a brow along with that amused smile. Amused and utterly melted to the goddamn core. Leave it to Jim to turn it back on him.

Leaning into that kiss, he wrapped his arms more around Jim's waist. "Yeah? You complainin' gorgeous?" Cause even if it was just a sonnet, it held more meanin' to the both of them than he wanted to really put into words. Even if Jim never said he loved him, the sentiment matched. And that was more than enough for him.
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[personal profile] legendary_hands 2017-06-01 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Like he would. He knew Shakespeare and some other writers. He read a lot as a kid, he just didn't collect the actual hard copy books like Jim did. If anything, he found that desire very attractive. It added another dimension to what made Jim who he was. And maybe he couldn't recall entire sonnets or passages from books, he appreciated them. And well... whether that made Jim a 'nerd' or not, he liked it.

"Good to know. You have this knack of bringing it out in me." Smiling softly, he tipped his head to lean in closer till their lips were near touching. "Figure you're just gonna make it worse." He's full on smilin' by the time their lips touch in that kiss. Cause damn it, he knew that Jim would make him a fine mess if he kept up this kinda thing. Dinner and dancing'...

God, Jim was gonna spoil him rotten if that were the case.

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