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Alex Reagan ([personal profile] 11calls) wrote in [community profile] riverviewlogs2018-06-26 12:34 am

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Who Alex Reagan and You.
What: Alex needing company while she's being bored out of her mind and supposed to be taking it easy for a week.
When: Whenever you want it set for this week period!
Where: Howard's her and Strand's house
Warnings: None.


[Alex Reagan was not a still person by any means. She was someone who normally was a ball of energy, even when she was entirely sleep deprived and exhibiting all sort of bad judgment. Even the nights where she couldn't sleep, Alex got up, did work, did something so she wasn't just... laying there and not doing anything. This was something that she was seriously having a problem with after she'd spent the first day following the rescue basically sleeping and not being aware of the world. But now that at least some of that sleep debt had been paid off, Alex was bored, and restless and had proclaimed to Richard that she was losing her mind more than once.

Because she'd tried to work, he'd taken away her devices, which reminded her of being home when she was supposed to not use her electronics after ten pm. It was frustrating, because she was a god damn adult, but she'd also agreed to take it easy if he didn't push for her to go to the hospital. It wasn't Alex's fault that she couldn't manage to simply be stubborn and wear him down until he let her go back to normal. Nope, it was all Richard's.

Still, she'd managed to compromise for the big and comfy sofa and company so it wasn't a total loss. After all, she'd declared, that she didn't want random people in their bedroom, and she knew that he'd agreed, because well, Strand was private, save for when Alex put him under a microscope and she was making a good faith effort not to do that anymore. At least not here.

So, when people showed up to the stupidly ornate Victorian house that was still in the process of being put together inside, they were greeted by a annoyed Strand who informed them that "The insufferable one is over there on the couch. You deal with her. You may need wine, or scotch." Before he retreated to a nearby room. And when they came into the living room, Alex was propped up on pillows, and her bruises were in various shades of fading, and she just chirped out as if they were her best friend in the world even though they may not be:
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Hey!
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-06-26 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
[Richard was sitting in the chair he'd brought over days ago, reading a book by Hawkings. For him, it was light reading, and he was doing his best to ignore the child-like ranting of the woman he loved who was, as she said, bored out of her mind.

He would have gotten something for her to watch or read, but he couldn't leave the house, knowing that she would root through everything until she found something to write on and with. Until she could strain herself by focusing on work, something that would be no help on her body; especially since she subsisted mostly on pastries and coffee when she did so. What she needed was rest, and quiet and books if that suited her. Not work.

The black tapes were work. They'd wind Alex up and make her wriggle and move around. Cause her mind to wander to thoughts of the people inside them and the concept of the contents being real. That wasn't what he wanted for her right now. Besides, it wasn't as if they could go investigating anything when these tapes contained content from their world rather than this one (he would never tell Alex that he was starting to believe that this stupid place wasn't a creation of Warren's. She'd never let him live it down.) ]


Black tapes will only make that worse. I have 'The Odyssey' downstairs if you're interested.
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-06-26 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
[He paused, raising a brow at the request. To be fair, Alex had said something dumb, and twenty-questions was about as foolish as it got. He thought he might have played it a few times in elementary school and thought it stupid then. There was also CHarlie's version of twenty-questions; where she asked as many questions as she could until she'd thoroughly annoyed him. He got the feeling that this would be the Charlie-style version of the game.

At the same time, if it would keep her relatively away from the nagging, annoying Alex that she had started to become, it was probably worth it; especially since he was still all too positive that she would try to leave if he chose to get up and read in another room. Or worse yet, try to watch one of the black tapes and manage to bring up her cult kidnapping trauma all over again. Neither option seemed ideal. So he closed the book after marking his place and put it and his glasses down, turning in the chair to face her.]


Charlie used to play a game like this once. She called it 'annoying dad'.
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-06-26 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
My version of that game with you is entirely different from your father's.

[Of course, Richard's version of getting Alex to play 'the quiet game' generally turned into 'the loud game,' and she was in no shape for that sort of thing. So he supposed it would have to be one of Richard's least favorite things. He wished she'd just asked to play Monopoly or Trivial Pursuit. It would have been far easier than trying to figure out useless questions he didn't care about while she avoided asking questions about the thirteen years of his married life when Coralee was still in it.

Letting out a heavy sigh, he began to think, trying to mull over all the pointless questions that had no bearing on their life together. This game was stupid, and he was pretty sure that he already hated it before even the first question had been asked.

Still, he had to think of something.]


Favorite ice cream.
Edited 2018-06-26 06:57 (UTC)
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-06-26 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Of course she wouldn't. Richard already knew she wouldn't be getting into those thirteen years of his life. If she added into that the twenty years that he had been searching for Coralee, that would take up a substantial part of his life that she wouldn't be asking about. Adding his sister into the whole thing would enlarge the 'no question zone.'

Which left her idiotic questions like the one she asked now. Questions that didn't matter. Questions that Richard cared little to nothing about. Richard would rather find out about her favorite ice cream in an organic manner, like actually going to get ice cream with her, or one of them bringing it home for dessert. It was the experience that mattered in these sort of situations, not the blind knowledge.

And yet, he'd agreed to play this idiocy with her, and it had stopped her from annoying him to the point of walking out of the room, or worse yet, snapping at a woman with several broken ribs who had just recently been about to be sacrificed to a cult. A woman who was also the woman he loved.]


Cheesesteak. It's something I only get when there's a layover in Philly.

[And now it was his turn to ask an idiot question. Several moments of silence before he asked a less than idiot one. One fairly important actually.]

When I spoke with Amalia, why did you listen in?

[It was something that had been nagging at him. Was it really just Alex's general curiosity, or was it something else? He couldn't believe it was any sort of jealousy. They weren't, like this then. Not even a hint of these kinds of feelings, so then why was it so important that she listen?]
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-06-27 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Richard had known about Alex's not sleeping, he'd just tried to ignore it as best he could. It was better that way, or so he thought at the time. Now, he wondered how accurate that assessment had been. Letting her and her friends deal with her lack of sleep, not saying anything when he'd heard her sleep notes once he'd finally listened to the show. He probably should have done something, but that was in the past.

While he hadn't known about Alex and Amalia's relationship, it also wasn't something he should have been privy to at the time. And now it didn't matter. He trusted Alex not to be in a romantic relationship with anyone other than him. The rest, well, it was a different sort of surprise to him. The idea that Alex had been jealous, that she had already considered him a friend rather than a subject of the investigation.

Looking back, he supposed he should have seen it, known that Alex thought more of him than what he'd thought at the time, but he was too wrapped up in the correspondence with Coralee. The knowledge that she genuinely was alive; that he'd been right all along (not that it changed anything other than verify his beliefs).

They weren't then though; they were at now, and Alex meant so much more to him now than she had then. So he stood and made his way over to the couch where she was sitting. Crouching down, he reached out to brush stray hairs from her face before leaning in to kiss her forehead.]


You've always been important to me, that won't change.

[Granted, that importance had changed over the years. From a useful person who could help him find his missing wife, to a friend, to a woman who he couldn't help but love and worry over.

Since the moment Alex came into his life, she'd begun to overtake it, and somehow, he didn't mind.]
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-06-27 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
[He moved to sit where she had indicated, turning so he could still face her. After the question, he'd asked, it was understandable that Alex would need contact. It was the sort of person that she was. After all, she was the reason he's started taking her hand and holding it. That wasn't something he'd done before, not even with Coralee. Of course, Coralee hadn't been anything like Alex.

There was something more to this, however, something that he knew she'd kept saying throughout the podcast. How Coralee would come back to him, and maybe she believed that, but Richard knew without a shadow of a doubt that it would never happen. It had been twenty years and, if he were honest, their marriage wasn't the best even without adding in the secrets that she had been keeping from him. Richard had suspected that she was having an affair with Thomas Warren, that wasn't a supposition that a man with a strong faith in his marriage would come to. No, if he thought about it logically, his and Coralee's marriage had already been cracking at the seems.]


She's not, coming back.

[The words were soft and held a bit of wistfulness to them. There was still a part of Richard that wished she would come back, that loved Coralee and would always love her, but that night in the cabin, he'd had to face facts. It was over.]

That time, Coralee and I, it's never going to be what it was. And I don't, want it to be. This,

[He finally actually looked at her, having been looking off toward a corner of the carpet since sitting down and beginning to contemplate his words.]

This is what I want.
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-06-27 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[For a moment, he was quiet, his eyes casting downward as he worked through his reasonings. Finished admitting the whole truth to himself. Things like this were more than difficult for him to vocalize. He was a private person, but he also felt that Alex had a right to know. Especially since it involved what they were; what they'd become over the course of their three years of knowing one another.

Richard, of course, hadn't been taking the words he'd said about Coralee and him lightly. In fact, it was something he never thought he'd admit, not even to himself. It was a form of defeat, knowing that he'd failed at his marriage. That his wife would never again return to him of her own volition; that she'd never planned on returning to him in the first place.

He'd thought Coralee had been the love of his life, for twenty years he'd believed in their reunion. He'd done everything he could think of to find her again. He'd lost his family, his fortune, his hope. He'd even gone so far as to believe in the impossible to try and find her. Everything he was had gone into the woman who had just vanished without a trace at a gas station. Even his reputation as a person had been destroyed and dragged through the mud.

Coralee's disappearance had even cost him his only daughter. A daughter who was now grown and finally willing to talk to him now that he was able to tell her what had happened to her mother. And yet, he still loved her, always hoped for reconciliation even when he'd learned that she knew everything for the past twenty years and still stayed away. But once he'd found her, she'd left again.

Perhaps stopping them from talking to Warren that first time, telling him everything, maybe that had been a sort of penance for her. A way of putting right the twenty years of searching, of justifying all the things she'd caused him to lose because of his desire to find and be with her again. But none of that truly mattered, she'd still left. No matter how much he wanted her to stay, no matter how much he wanted to go with her, she still left.

And Alex was there. Through everything, she'd been there to pull him out of his pain and misery, there when Coralee had chosen to leave all over again. Alex had driven with him all night, drank with him. Alex had even hesitated to ask questions. Questions they both knew that she'd wanted to ask since he and Coralee had exited the room, so many hours before. And Alex had given him so many choices, so many moments where he had made the decision. Even if she were persistent and pestered about what she'd wanted, she'd still given him a choice. She'd offered to give up her entire life to be with him, to try and keep him safe and keep him from a madman's attempt to end the world, and she'd still given him a final choice in that. She'd put her entire life in his hands; it was his decision.

At this point, there was no question in his mind what he wanted. He loved Coralee; he always would, but that life was in the past. Coralee had chosen to put it in the past. A choice that she hadn't involved him in. But he also loved Alex, a woman who he knew would stay by his side through anything. Through fights and disappearances, through assumed apocalyptic crises. A woman who would stand toe to toe with the most dangerous man either of them had ever met and threaten him, for Richard.

No, there really was no other choice in his mind. So his eyes moved back to hers and he answered with one simple word.]


Yes.
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-06-29 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
[The pure bliss coming from Alex was, if he were honest, a bit confusing.

The idea of him being in any relationship would always have demanded deep thought and, as some called it, 'soul searching.' To himself at least, Richard was still married. Coralee had never been dead; he'd never believed that she was for an instant, so he'd never been a widower. Not once in the twenty years had he thought of anyone else as a romantic partner or allowed himself even to entertain the idea of having anyone other than her.

Then came Alex with her, Alexness and her charm. Richard could imagine anyone would become easily smitten with her. She was enigmatic and vibrant, and of course, he expected nothing to come of their meeting. She was also more charming than he'd expected, not that a man who loved his missing wife should or would notice that. And as they became deeper entwined in this mystery that he'd finally allowed himself to share with someone, Alex had become more and more important to him. More of a lifeline that he couldn't be without, no matter how many times he tried to run or take back all of what he'd given. It had become no longer his own. He was no longer alone in all of it. There, beside him without fail, was Alex.

But there was still Coralee, and the mystery of Coralee turned into the fact of her being alive and the reality of her abandoning him again. And yet, Alex was beside him, picking him up and forcing him to continue. Richard had thought about her, about every part of Alex as time moved forward. Of course he had, it wasn't as if Richard were blind to beauty or charm, he'd just been loyal, he hadn't wanted anyone but Coralee. Now Coralee was gone. There was no more hoping or wishing or trying to rely on psychic powers that weren't there. There were just abandonment and the enigmatic, beautiful woman who seemed to go against reason and remain by his side no matter how deep the rabbit hole of strange, disturbing and dangerous his life became. The longer and more time they spent together the harder it became to continue to deny his attraction to her. Her mind and wit were a perfect kind of sharp; her laugh had become something he looked forward to; even their arguments were a bright part of his formerly dimmed world.

But there was still Coralee and his convictions. Still the knowledge that she was out there, that he was still married, no matter how far apart they were or how unlikely it was that she would come back and be with him again. So of course, he continued to deny his feelings, push them aside and instead focuses on the insane and every creeping into the supernatural world that seemed to keep pushing toward him. His feelings, leaking out when he told Alex that they were in this together, in his glances and his softened words. Those leaks were what forced him to remind them both that he was married, that Coralee still existed, that she was still his wife.

It wasn't until Alex had asked him to run away with her that the dam broke; when he was no longer able to deny his feelings anymore. Where Coralee had taken everything, Alex had given it freely. She'd given her life and everything in it for them to run away together, and it took his breath away. So, of course, he'd thought about it, about leaving everything behind and just being with Alex. The answer, undeniably had been yes. Yes, he would be with her, give her as much of his heart as he could (even if Coralee would still hold a significant place in it), even break the vows that he'd stayed so faithful to for twenty years. Simply for the sake of staying by her side.

In that moment he'd known there was no other answer. There was only the promise of being with Alex for however long they had before Warren inevitably tried to kill them.

When Alex kissed him, he leaned in, just enough to let her know that he wanted the same thing. He wanted to kiss her just as much and as fervently as she wanted to kiss him. But someone had to be responsible while she was in this state, and he was much older and knowledgeable. He had more control than she did.

Her words, 'I love you, Richard Strand,' caused his heart to catch in his throat, a quick breath catch before he let it out once again. It was still surprising when she said that, and he felt that it probably always would be. Then she added 'to hell and back' as if a challenge, and his placid happiness turned into a small smirk. She knew well what he would say to that, and it wasn't 'I love you.']


Hell, doesn't exist, Ms. Reagan.
Edited (You'll take my word vomit and like it) 2018-06-29 05:29 (UTC)
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-07-21 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
[There was something amazing about that smile. Something that could bring Richard back from the brink of disaster, or break his heart if it so wanted to. Thankfully, he couldn't think of any reason why Alex would ever want to do the later. Generally, it was the circumstances that she managed to fall into that caused him any emotional distress. She was, trouble, as was the colloquial term. A person who sought out the danger and general troubles of the world. It was part of what made him crazy, but also part of what made the two of them fit so well.

Her belief, the ever-growing insanity that seemed to creep into her mind in the thought that this nonsense was real. That Thomas Warren was a wealthy, enigmatic leader of a cult that was creating demons. That demons were actually real, and that Richard was some sort of key to kicking off a demon apocalypse was concerning, but at least right now it wasn't manifesting.

Instead, it was something stupid and playful, something that was meant to tease his logical belief that none of this was real.]


No, that would be events you force me to go to.

[Reaching out, he ran his fingers over her arm, lightly caressing the skin under the fabric of her shirt.]
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-07-23 12:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[Of course he knew what she was going to say about that. At least as far as it not to have been so bad. Of course, Alex was an extrovert, and she knew everyone there. Richard, on the other hand, disliked other people and preferred to stay at home unless he was working on a case.

It wasn't that he couldn't interact. He was rather good at it when he wanted to be. He could pretend to be interested and cordial and extroverted when he wanted to. It was more he preferred not to interact. Preferred time alone without the bother of pleasantries and pretended interest. It was less taxing that way and, in most cases, he could get more done.]


You dragged me to a picnic where I was 'vetted' by a man who hardly knew me. Yes, it was that bad.
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-08-02 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
During those particular formative years, Charlie had already cut me out of her life.

[He wouldn't confirm or deny if he would do that for Ruby. Judge them? Probably, then again, Richard judged everyone, regardless of who they were attempting to date. It was just the way he was.]
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[personal profile] nobasisinfact 2018-08-03 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
[There was a pause as he debated what he was about to say. Alex wasn't fond of comments that included Coralee, but the other woman had been part of his life for over twenty years.

Instead of mentioning it, he let it slide past and commented about the idea of vetting one of Charlie's significant others instead.]


I trust Charlie's judgment.

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