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The Hammer, in some circles ([personal profile] ohhmrburnsides) wrote in [community profile] riverviewlogs2018-03-11 02:37 pm

generic catch-all [closed]

who: magnus burnsides and CR
what: threads that have nowhere else to go
when: march until... whenever i decide a new catch-all is necessary
where: all over the place
warnings: none for now, will update if necessary
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[personal profile] scholiast 2018-04-03 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
(She catches the concern and sighs, running a hand light over the top of her head.)

I don't– I think I have imposter syndrome. I should want to go back home and fix everything- and I do, Magnus, believe me- but... part of me wants to stay.

(It's clear she feels guilty about this. Her posture has grown very tense.)
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[personal profile] scholiast 2018-04-06 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
(It's wild that this is the first time she's really talked about this. Lucretia supposes there have been plenty of distractions, plenty of things she's been able to throw herself into in lieu of having to sit and think.)

I know what you mean.

(A small, guilty silence hangs between the both of them for a moment before Magnus breaks it.)

I'm not– I don't want to leave without you, either. (The thought of this is distressing, actually. She's been living on borrowed time here, and she has no idea when it will run dry and she'll be forced back to just outside of Wonderland, alone and injured and panicked.) I don't want to leave you, or Lup or Barry or Taako. I don't want to leave Beverly.