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[ He grins a little. ] You will get used to it, I'm sure. I could always see on your face when you were laughing, but it is nice to hear now as well.

[ Ah, being in his room alone with Shigeru was always so... his room always has a lingering smell of the incense he uses to meditate, so it's calming. Calming and now invigorating that the person he loves is in his private space. Goodness.

And that back is.... very distracting. Genji pads over to him as he asks that question, making his presence known since he never wants to startle him. Genji slides his arms around Shigeru's waist, looking over his shoulder. ]

There are two books written by a swordsman named Miyamoto Musashi centuries ago that mean quite a lot to me. [ Those are resting on the top shelf. ] And anything by Haruki Murakama is fantastic.

[ All of this said close to Shigeru's ear, voice a little deeper. ]

[ It was something being alone in Genji's room with just him. Not that they haven't been before but being alone with the whole apartment to themselves is...nice. It makes him think of Christmas Eve and all the other times. His face is a little hot as he thinks about it. The incense and tranquility of the whole atmosphere was rather invigorating. Shigeru will give a sharp intake of air as Genji's arms slide around his waist. But the exhale is soft and bemused from the smile touching Shigeru's lips. He might lean back a little into Genji there and then, the desire to kiss him is so very...strong. But he'll swallow thickly and push it away for a brief moment. ]

O-Oh. I see. I-I'll have to look them up at the library... [ he doesn't finish his sentence, that's not important right now, as his body is telling him that it craves more contact from the man he loves standing behind him. He'll shiver instinctively at Genji's voice so close to his ear and with that deeper tone it's hard not to lose control. He really does love it when Genji gets romantic like this. He can't really control himself as he turns his head just enough to give Genji a heated kiss, a gloved hand coming up to Genji's cheek to gently turn his head a little so that Shigeru can do so. ]

[ Oh. Genji smiles into the kiss, feeling Shigeru shiver a moment before filling his belly up with a pleasant warmth.

Although the not-aroused part of his brain comes to the forefront as they part, even though his voice is still husky and deep. ]

We don't— I mean, I really didn't bring you here just to get you in bed. You know I'll spend time with you in any way you want.

[ His misunderstanding from earlier, that Shigeru had been uncomfortable, makes his doubt appear. Something he struggles with still. ]

[ Shigeru huffs out a soft laugh and shakes his head. ]

I know that, Genji. [ But what happened before might click there and then and his face colors slightly. ] If it's about before...it's really okay. I... [ he might purse his lips a little before continuing. ]

I didn't....mind it. Not at all. [ His face is just full on red now. He really didn't mind it at all. But he's quick to save face with another light kiss. His eyes half lidded now as his own voice has a husky tone in it. ]

But you know I...I liked it. I just...didn't want to say so. [ He might shift a little, pressing himself against Genji in a slightly teasing way. Shigeru please. At least he's embarrassed by his own actions so there is that. ]

So you don't have to worry about that. But I don't want to make you uncomfortable either. I like spending time with you no matter what as well.

[ Oh... oh. At that realization the concern between Genji's brows falls away and he seems to light up. He grins again and leans in, tugging Shigeru closer still. ]

You liked it? Good, I'm glad. [ He brushes their noses together, closing his eyes. ] The thought of making you uncomfortable makes me feel terrible. I never want that.

[ He opens them, still smiling. ] You don't need to be shy about telling me what you like, I promise.

[ Genji kisses him warmly. ] So I suppose... there's no harm in multitasking, is there?

[ Now he's just being cheeky. ]

[ Shigeru smiles and laughs at that action. ] You could never make me feel that way. I love you far too much for that to ever be the case.

[ Genji respected his boundaries and always made him feel safe and comfortable. There's no way he'd ever be anything but that around him. Shigeru hums through the kiss, face flushed as he nods. ]

Are you going to recite poetry for me? [ Shigeru has his own cheeky grin on his face as he moves closer to Genji, hips pressed together now, as he kiss him again. And he'll proceed to kiss him between every question he'll ask. Moving away from the bookshelf and towards Genji's bed. ]

What other books do you like to read? Have you ever read comic books before?

[ Aaand Genji melts a bit. He pull his arms up a bit to hug him around the middle and tugs him closer. ] I love you too, so much.

[ He laughs a little at the question and that cheeky little look. ] I'm afraid you've put me a bit on the spot for that, love. I'll have something prepared for next time.

[ It's very easy to get his head up in the clouds from those kisses too. He helps guide him towards the bed by his hips, eagerly returning them. ]

Anything with a big grand adventure in it. [ Smooch. ] And yes, absolutely. [ Smooch. ] I can recommend you some, if you'd like.

[ Whoops the backs of his knees are against his bed. Oh no he has to sit down and tug a Shigeru onto his lap, whatever shall he do...! ]

[ Shigeru's smile widens as he lets Genji drag him towards the bed. He laughs though at the response to the poetry comment. ] Then I'll expect something really nice for next time.

[ Now you gotta step it up Genji! But he huffs and sighs after each of those returned kisses. His body alight with want and desire as he finishes the job and pushes Genji onto the bed only to straddle him shortly afterwards. ] Big adventure? That doesn't surprise me at all.

[ Another laugh as Genji kisses him again. ]

I'd like that. I've read a few comic books from Earth, but not many. [ And here he'll just idly trail his hands from Genji's hips, up his chest, and then through his hair as he speaks. Shigeru's expression is adoring as he looks Genji over and plants a soft kiss to his forehead. ]

So you'll have to tell me which ones are good.

I will do my best to impress you. [ Have a nuzzle to your neck, Shigeru.

He sucks in an excited breath once he's being straddled, feeling the warmth of arousal starting to seep to every inch of his body. He knows the ports on his shoulders must be starting to warm up already.

Genji chuckles. ] For being a ninja, I am not terribly subtle sometimes.

[ He hums as Shigeru touches him, it turning into a soft moan when he reaches his hair. It always gets him going, the nerves on his scalp seeming to be so much more sensitive. Genji reaches under Shigeru's shirt and trails his fingers across his warm skin. ]

I will. Once I can think of more things beyond you sitting on my lap. You're quite the distraction.

I don't have any doubts that you won't be able to. [ Everything that Genji does impresses him, so it's really not that hard. It is really endearing and cute that Genji wants to impress him though.

But at that moan Shigeru can't help but feel his own arousal flare up, his face getting hot as he shifts in Genji's lap. When Genji touches him though it just...sends sparks shooting through him and he'll arch his bad a little as a breathless laugh escapes him. ]

Well keep it in mind. I-I'm going to continue being a distraction for awhile longer.

[ His face is so red as he says that but it only gets redder with his next actions. He'll just shift to push Genji down on the bed, rolling his hips a little as he looks at him directly, face red up to his ears now. He'll lean down to kiss him on the lips, gloved hands coming up to either side of his face to cup his cheeks. A soft moan escaping him as he moves his hips a bit more.

And now with his voice he can...actually be vocal, which is still rather embarrassing to him, but he's getting used to it. ]

Please do, I'm looking forward to it. [ If what's going on in his pants is any indication...

He hits the bed gently with an 'oof' and looks up at him adoringly. Watching Shigeru's confidence blossom has been wonderful to behold; he sighs into the kiss as he cups his face.

But that moan with the shift of his hips. Genji's own hips stutter up against his and he lets out another moan in response. He brings up his hand to cover his eyes as a flush creeps into his cheekbones. ]

T-This ring of yours... it's quite dangerous. Hearing you moan like that, my heart's already racing.

[ But he pulls his hand away and tugs him back down for another smooch. ]

The things you do to me. I wouldn't want it any other way.

[ His own confidence is strange to him too, so Genji definitely isn't alone in those regardless. He never really thought he would...be able to initiate and do things like this, especially not on his own. But he's in a better place now and Genji gives him so much strength and believes in him so much it would be insulting to not really...take that in and use it to help himself. And he likes pleasing Genji, likes making him feel good as he does for him.

His gloved hands will slip under Genji's shirt moving so as to lift it off of him if Genji allows. He'll press hot, light, kisses to Genji's neck and collar bone, a soft playful smile on his lips. His hand might trail down between both of their hips as he idly...rubs his hand against Genji's arousal there and then, his own hips shifting with his action. A soft husky sigh will escape him there and then. ]

You're the one that-that helped me get this far. [ And he'll close his eyes a let out another soft moan as his hand might go between his own legs now to repeat the same actions. He's had so many different fantasies about this sort of thing. Being able to play it out was always...extremely satisfying. In the sense that he could actually participate and not just fantasize about it. Knowing that he had enough power over his phobia to do these things was so very gratifying.

He'll lean back down though, face so incredibly hot, and his eyes so full of lust and want now. He'll whisper something to Genji, voice husky and breath hot as he presses another kiss to Genji's lips. ]

I'm really glad that you-you like it. I-I like it when I can make you feel good.

[ Watching him perched atop his hips like this, it's enough to drive a man wild. It's like for half an instant everything he learned up in those mountains is forgotten and he's consumed with how much he loves and wants Shigeru. A hum whirs from the middle of his chest as he lets out a moan as he touches him through his sweatpants, arching his hips up a little.

But seeing Shigeru touch himself makes him moan again, rougher and deeper and more carnal. The redness of his cheeks, the tone of his voice that he can hear now— Genji's almost undone right then and there.

He reaches up to cup his cheek as they kiss hotly. Genji arches his hips up again, starting to create a gentle rhythm. ]

You do so much more than that. [ His own voice is so hoarse now, but in the best kind of way. Genji can't decide whose clothes need to come off first, so he starts to tug at Shigeru's shirt like he'd done for him a moment before. ]

You are so strong, Shigeru. You have done so much for yourself. [ He finds his lips again. ]

[ Shigeru would be lying if he wasn't the same. It's almost like his chest is about to burst with how hard his heart is beating and with how excited he's getting. It's very obvious from the state of his pants and himself that he's practically fully hard now.

It's nice being told these things by Genji though. It makes him so...incredibly happy and excited and it all meshes into one. He'll let out soft gasps when Genji starts that rhythm, moaning his name as he closes his eyes briefly, face flushed as he smiles through the kiss. He'll help Genji remove his own shirt there and then. ]

You helped me get that way. I...I never would have even considered something like this before I met you. [ Genji being gentle and patient and understanding really helped. He'll run his gloved hands over Genji's chest again. Shigeru's own voice is husky and a little hoarse as well. It's a strange tone to hear coming from his mouth. ]

So I...want to do something for you too. [ And making Genji feel good is his top priority right now. So he'll roll his hips a bit more consistently with the rhythm and pace Genji's started, panting a little now as he gets more into it. ]

[ A very faint trail of steam is starting to sputter out of his shoulder vents. He's already aching in his pants and, god, as much as he wants to grab Shigeru and spin them around and press him into the bed he wants this so much more. This slow, deliberate pace and intimacy being set by him. Genji reaches up behind his ear covering quickly to disable any internal alarms just to be safe.

He presses his hands against Shigeru's abdomen, trailing the silicone pads of his fingers across his skin. His expression is adoring and rumpled and aroused, pupils blown almost impossibly. ]

Meeting you has made coming here more than worth it, my love. [ He dips his head back with a moan. ] And you do more than enough for me already. But... let's continue then. [ A husky chuckle. ] I don't think I'll last much longer at this rate—

[ This is far more than he would ever expect or even dream of. He's so impossibly glad that Genji is liking this and is responding in such a very clear and defined way that he can't help but bend down to kiss him again, his hips still moving in unison with Genji's. But his hardon is rather apparent and his pants are making it quite uncomfortable as well.

Genji's touch gives him goosebumps as he lets out a soft noise of yearning. ]

I want you- [ A soft 'ah' will escape him as his breath hitches in his throat when rubs himself against Genji just the right way...it's so electrifying that it give shim pause. ] -I want you to take me then.

[ His voice has a needy tone to it, almost as if he's on the verge of begging Genji to press him into the bed and do what he pleases with him. His trust in the other man is so pronounced and he knows Genji would never do anything Shigeru was uncomfortable with. ]

I can't...wait any longer. [ It's taking all his willpower just to remain like this. ]

[ A strangled moan, almost guttural, comes out from the back of Genji's throat at that. What Shigeru said is all he needs and he suddenly sits up and curls a hand around Shigeru's wait, close to his rear. ]

Neither can I. [ Oh goodness, what is that tone of voice? But he's on a mission now and he reaches over to grab the things they need from his nightstand before he does end up pressing Shigeru into the bed and having a long, long night spent intertwined.

He's the best kind of exhausted when they're done and finally pass out. Genji, the big spoon, is curled around Shigeru's back with his arms looped around his middle with his face buried in Shigeru's hair.

If Shigeru tries to move, he'll probably make a sleepy little whine. No, still sleepy. Cling to boyfriend. ]

[ Last night was...definitely incredible. If Shigeru's exhaustion and content little smile while he sleeps was any indication. But naturally he'll wake up early, it was something of an inherent mannerism worked into him throughout his years as a doctor. He's so used to waking up at all hours of the day when on call that getting up just after 7am is nothing surprising. What is surprising is feeling Genji's warm body pressed against him with his arm looped around his waist like that.

It was...really nice and so amazingly domestic that it made him hum a little in joy. He might shift causing that sleepy whine from Genji, which he can't help but huff a laugh at as he struggles to get up. He doesn't want to disturb Genji of course and he doesn't want to lose that warmth either but...he was a bit hungry. Breakfast in bed was always nice so he wanted to do that. He'll do it gently as he unwinds Genji's arms from him, whispering a soft 'sorry' as he kisses Genji on the forehead. He'll let the other man sleep for awhile longer, finding his underwear and putting them on before trying to find his clothes...but they were on floor and Shigeru doesn't really like wearing them when they're like that.

Genji won't mind him borrowing a shirt, right? Well either way he'll take one of his longer ones and go about preparing breakfast. After about half an hour Genji will hear a knock on his door as Shigeru comes in with a tray filled with pancakes, bacon, eggs and drinks. Two sets of everything for them both. ]

Genji? Time to get up. I made us some breakfast. [ And it smells delicious to boot. ]

[ Genji makes a face in his sleep, brows clenching as Shigeru moves to get up. But the kiss to his forehead makes his frown vanish into a smile. He snuggles into his pillow as he starts to slowly wake up.

As he slowly slips back into consciousness, the memories of the evening before come back and he can't help grinning even more. Ah, yes... it was good. Very good indeed. Genji's just so smitten.

He's just a bit groggy still when he hears that knock and Shigeru enters the room, the smell of food joining him. Genji sits up, the covers just barely covering his hips and he yawns as he rubs his eyes.

His voice is still gravelly from sleep. ] Mm, good morning...

[ Genji blinks a few times as he looks over at his boyfriend. His vision clears and... wait, is that? He just looks at him for a moment. ]

...am I in heaven? And all the angels are Shigeru wearing my shirts?

[ The shirt smells like Genji too and it makes him crave the other man's contact once more. But he does laugh at those words, setting the tray down on the bed as he leans over to kiss Genji warmly on the lips. ]

I hope you don't mind? I-I just needed something to wear my clothes are...

[ dirty. He doesn't finish his sentence but his expression is a frown as he looks at them crumpled on the floor is probably indicative enough of what he means. Still he beams a little before he gets back into the bed to cuddle up against Genji. ]

It's not heaven but maybe it should be, if I get to wake up like that. [ He'll smile brightly back at Genji there and then. It was definitely one of the better ways he's woken up in awhile. ]

I hope you like pancakes. I wasn't sure what to make. [ But at least Genji had this much in his kitchen, He really needs to teach him how to cook! ]

Of course not. [ He returns the kiss eagerly, glad he doesn't really get very bad morning breath. ] If I had known you'd look so good in them I would have let you borrow some sooner.

[ Something about seeing Shigeru in his too big shirt, collar slipping off his shoulder a little made his heart warm and stomach flip. And it definitely wasn't because he was hungry after expending all that energy last night... his systems are beeping gently in his ear that he needs to eat.

He helps adjust the plates and lets Shigeru cuddle up to him. ] Don't worry, we can put your clothes in the wash after we eat.

[ Genji kisses his cheek. ] This is all perfect, thank you for making it. Next time I won't be be lazy and help you out.

[ Shigeru's face just...goes completely red at that. Of course he wasn't as broad shouldered or muscular as Genji was and of course he was only an inch smaller, but that difference in their physique was really apparent when he put on a random shirt this morning. He'll swallow a little thickly as he lets out a laugh. ]

Thank you. I...appreciate it. [ Of course when he had stopped by yesterday he hadn't exactly thought he was going to be spending the night...like that. But, well, he would have brought a change of clothes if he had known. He'll cup Genji's chin lightly and kiss him on the cheek, a playful smile on his features. ]

Or I could just wear yours the entire day and give them back to you tomorrow.

[ He sure is teasing you there Genji. ] It's no trouble. This is really easy to make and you seemed tired so I wanted you to rest. I hope you had pleasant dreams at least?

[ Hopefully their night together was more than adequate to squelch any such thoughts. ]

[ He already had broad shoulders, but the cybernetics make him stretch out shirts from time to time. He leans forward and presses a light kiss to the small bit of exposed skin on his neck. Genji's voice is still a little hoarse from sleep, so he sounds extra lascivious when he flirts back. ]

If you do that, then we might not leave this room all day.

[ He pulls away with a little chuckle, clearly teasing himself. He picks up the fork and goes about poking at the eggs. ]

I had wonderful dreams. You're quite the good luck charm when it comes to that, I've noticed. [ He smiles and takes a bite, swallowing. ] I hope you did as well?

[ And then, as if he suddenly remembers, he looks down at Shigeru's hand. ] You're not too drained, are you?

[ He laughs from the kiss pressed to his neck, clearly ticklish in that area, as he moves the shirt up when it falls a bit more about his shoulders. Shigeru's face is red when he speaks next. ] That might not be a bad thing, though.

[ He laughs a little at his own words as well. Goodness he was just so smitten and in love. It's such a wonderful feeling to have towards someone like Genji. He'll kiss Genji on the cheek before he starts to eat some of his own food. ] Mm. I did. I think you're the same. I never have bad dreams when I'm with you. You always make me feel so...at peace.

[ A bright smile before he looks down at his gloved hands. They're actually not too bad right now. Shigeru's phobia hasn't been an issue the entire time they were together and he's only washed his hands a few times this morning. But it wasn't with that obsessive aggravated need to get clean. It felt more...normal, of course there was still that compulsion, but he was able to break himself out of it far easier than normal. ]

I'm okay. It's not as bad when I'm with you. I didn't even have the urge to wash them this morning. [ He'll flex his hand and smile warmly back at Genji. ]

You...only bring out the best in me I guess. I feel like I can fight off anything when I'm with you. [ But his warm happy smile will turn a bit mischievous. ]

I hope that was...a good enough rescue. Just so I know for-for next time how to help. [ He's totally teasing but he's able to be so much more laid back with Genji, it's really refreshing. ]

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Most definitely not. [ He chuckles and nudges him gently with an elbow, going back to eating. ] But then I think I'd end up quite spoiled and we wouldn't want that.

[ His smile gets soft and tender at that too. ] I am glad to hear that. You make me feel much the same.

[ And as much as he wants to pull him close and smooch him senseless all over again, it would certainly end up making quite a mess. (He definitely doesn't want to end up spending the day cleaning the sheets.)

But his heart flutters. Ah, he really is going to end up spoiled... ] You keep saying all of these sweet things so early in the morning, Shigeru, I almost can't take it. I might just float away.

[ Genji grins a little and leans down to kiss him on the neck teasingly. ] You are a perfect savior. You can swoop in and 'rescue' me anytime you wish.

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