Shigeru 'beautiful cinnamon roll' Miyata (
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who: Shigeru Miyata and you!
what: tdm prompt shenanigans
when: January 20th to the end of the month
where: All over!
warnings: violence most likely
Crystal Caves
[ Whether Shigeru is with someone or alone he makes a stop at the newest attraction in Riverview. He spends his time mostly wandering the caves looking at the beautiful formations and touching them idly with gloved hands. He’s all smiles as he sits down to draw them at some point gaining a lot of inspiration from them as a whole. He might turn to anyone nearby and give them a smile as he points off towards the distance. ]
Do you want to try going in deeper? There might be something amazing deeper inside! [ Or something deadly. /sweats
But once his curiosity is satisfied he’ll head over to the souvenir stands where he’ll idly pick up some of those rock candy sticks with a smile. They’re really way too gorgeous to eat?! But he kind of wants to try them and the fact that they’re individually wrapped helps. Still he might buy a few for people he knows, picking out certain colored ones for people in particular. Pink for Hana, Green for Genji, Blue for Aoba, Red for Dodger and so on and so forth. Alongside the treats he might get people matching colored rock pieces as well. He seems to be enjoying himself when he stumbles upon those small crystalline statues. He…really wants to buy a few for his own house but he seems to be having trouble on which ones to pick. ]
They’re all so beautiful…I don’t know which ones to choose. [ He might just get them all to be honest. ]
Dream a little Dream
A) Closed to Genji
[ So in this particular dream Shigeru doesn’t exactly know where he’s been brought. In all honesty it reminds him of some of the cities he’s visited on assignment back home. But the large scaling temple walls with the entwined dragon insignia on the doors gives him a few idea. He’ll be wandering through the hustle and bustle of tourists and locals trying to figure out where he is. But he recalls it now from that memory shared with Genji. This was…Genji’s hometown, Hanamura. It’s even more beautiful then he imagined but he’s not sure where the other man is, so his search will continue. First the ramen shop and perhaps other locales. ]
B) It’s D&D night
[ Considering all the games and books Shigeru has read it’s really no surprise that he has high fantasy dreams?! So for anyone who gets dragged into this dream Shigeru will be dressed as a cleric alongside some other NPCs as they listen to a man speak about defeating an evil god hold up in a castle off to the west. And sure enough the ominous and dark clouds swirling in the distance is proof enough that, that is surely the case. ]
We should really prepare for whatever is thrown at us, maybe going into town to stock up on supplies wouldn’t be such a bad idea. I can heal us so you don’t have to worry about that! But we should get some armor and other equipment too!
[ He looks like he’s having a lot of fun with this at least… ]
C) Homeworld exploration
[ Shigeru's own world is pretty fanciful in and of itself. But the place that people will be brought to is Andagla an oasis like city with flying airships overhead and strange looking creatures similar to camels but with two heads and long spiny tails and thick shells on their backs. Despite all that the people wandering around and haggling at wayside stalls in every nook and cranny of alleyways all look human. Shigeru will be dressed protect garb against the elements a long white futuristic cloak. It might seem safe but most people are dressed this way in Andagla given the air being suffused with miasma from the monsters attacking it some time ago. Everyone is dressed in a similar fashion and people only remove the protective gear for a few minutes at a time, lest they get miasma poisoning. It looks like he's following someone as he tracks a man with a black suitcase in hand. Ah, yes, he definitely remembers this assignment. It was one of his first ones but he seems calm and focused as he turns and pressed a button on the side of his suit, exposing his face briefly, before he motions for whoever is in the dream to follow him. ]
D) Nightmare fuel
[ Not all his dreams are pleasant though. This one is…different and Shigeru is different too. He might be standing before an army of hideous and grotesque looking creatures, his eyes black and purple as he eyes whoever’s been pulled into the dream. Behind whoever is currently in this dream lies a town, destroyed and blazing with fire. There are corpses in every direction, human and monster alike. Every breath Shigeru lets out releases a stream of black miasma from his mouth. His gate floats ominously behind black and decayed now, dripping with a tar-like substance that burns and disintegrates the ground where it falls. The runic symbols on his neck are glowing with an angry pulsing light and those black tendrils sprouting from his shadow will undulate with life as he pauses, holding his sword up towards whoever is caught here. ]
If you wish to disobey then there’s nothing awaiting you here but death. You can try and kill me but I doubt you’ll be able to.
[ The other person of the dream will have phrobiest powers as well. So perhaps they stand a chance to survive. Whatever their character might fear in the real world will transfer over to the dream as a power. ]
Wildcard!
[ ooc; Plotting is most welcome for the dnd or nightmare thread! We can do groups or solo for the DND thread. If anyone has any questions pm me on plurk @
pathogenic! ]
what: tdm prompt shenanigans
when: January 20th to the end of the month
where: All over!
warnings: violence most likely
Crystal Caves
[ Whether Shigeru is with someone or alone he makes a stop at the newest attraction in Riverview. He spends his time mostly wandering the caves looking at the beautiful formations and touching them idly with gloved hands. He’s all smiles as he sits down to draw them at some point gaining a lot of inspiration from them as a whole. He might turn to anyone nearby and give them a smile as he points off towards the distance. ]
Do you want to try going in deeper? There might be something amazing deeper inside! [ Or something deadly. /sweats
But once his curiosity is satisfied he’ll head over to the souvenir stands where he’ll idly pick up some of those rock candy sticks with a smile. They’re really way too gorgeous to eat?! But he kind of wants to try them and the fact that they’re individually wrapped helps. Still he might buy a few for people he knows, picking out certain colored ones for people in particular. Pink for Hana, Green for Genji, Blue for Aoba, Red for Dodger and so on and so forth. Alongside the treats he might get people matching colored rock pieces as well. He seems to be enjoying himself when he stumbles upon those small crystalline statues. He…really wants to buy a few for his own house but he seems to be having trouble on which ones to pick. ]
They’re all so beautiful…I don’t know which ones to choose. [ He might just get them all to be honest. ]
Dream a little Dream
A) Closed to Genji
[ So in this particular dream Shigeru doesn’t exactly know where he’s been brought. In all honesty it reminds him of some of the cities he’s visited on assignment back home. But the large scaling temple walls with the entwined dragon insignia on the doors gives him a few idea. He’ll be wandering through the hustle and bustle of tourists and locals trying to figure out where he is. But he recalls it now from that memory shared with Genji. This was…Genji’s hometown, Hanamura. It’s even more beautiful then he imagined but he’s not sure where the other man is, so his search will continue. First the ramen shop and perhaps other locales. ]
B) It’s D&D night
[ Considering all the games and books Shigeru has read it’s really no surprise that he has high fantasy dreams?! So for anyone who gets dragged into this dream Shigeru will be dressed as a cleric alongside some other NPCs as they listen to a man speak about defeating an evil god hold up in a castle off to the west. And sure enough the ominous and dark clouds swirling in the distance is proof enough that, that is surely the case. ]
We should really prepare for whatever is thrown at us, maybe going into town to stock up on supplies wouldn’t be such a bad idea. I can heal us so you don’t have to worry about that! But we should get some armor and other equipment too!
[ He looks like he’s having a lot of fun with this at least… ]
C) Homeworld exploration
[ Shigeru's own world is pretty fanciful in and of itself. But the place that people will be brought to is Andagla an oasis like city with flying airships overhead and strange looking creatures similar to camels but with two heads and long spiny tails and thick shells on their backs. Despite all that the people wandering around and haggling at wayside stalls in every nook and cranny of alleyways all look human. Shigeru will be dressed protect garb against the elements a long white futuristic cloak. It might seem safe but most people are dressed this way in Andagla given the air being suffused with miasma from the monsters attacking it some time ago. Everyone is dressed in a similar fashion and people only remove the protective gear for a few minutes at a time, lest they get miasma poisoning. It looks like he's following someone as he tracks a man with a black suitcase in hand. Ah, yes, he definitely remembers this assignment. It was one of his first ones but he seems calm and focused as he turns and pressed a button on the side of his suit, exposing his face briefly, before he motions for whoever is in the dream to follow him. ]
D) Nightmare fuel
[ Not all his dreams are pleasant though. This one is…different and Shigeru is different too. He might be standing before an army of hideous and grotesque looking creatures, his eyes black and purple as he eyes whoever’s been pulled into the dream. Behind whoever is currently in this dream lies a town, destroyed and blazing with fire. There are corpses in every direction, human and monster alike. Every breath Shigeru lets out releases a stream of black miasma from his mouth. His gate floats ominously behind black and decayed now, dripping with a tar-like substance that burns and disintegrates the ground where it falls. The runic symbols on his neck are glowing with an angry pulsing light and those black tendrils sprouting from his shadow will undulate with life as he pauses, holding his sword up towards whoever is caught here. ]
If you wish to disobey then there’s nothing awaiting you here but death. You can try and kill me but I doubt you’ll be able to.
[ The other person of the dream will have phrobiest powers as well. So perhaps they stand a chance to survive. Whatever their character might fear in the real world will transfer over to the dream as a power. ]
Wildcard!
[ ooc; Plotting is most welcome for the dnd or nightmare thread! We can do groups or solo for the DND thread. If anyone has any questions pm me on plurk @

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Genji is standing inside the gardens of his former home, and he isn't a cyborg. He looks at his hands that are his former hands, mole on his inner wrist and all. It's... strange. This was his body but it doesn't feel like his anymore. He'd dream of this more often before, in a wanting sort of 'why!' kind of way. Now it just feels... weird. Like he's wearing a shirt that doesn't fit right.
He steps over to a pond and peers into it to look at his face. He's not young... he looks like his brother, like his father. Facial hair and graying, flared temples like the both of them. He fiddles with it and makes a face, then sticks out his tongue. Interesting.
This dream feels unique, that's for certain. Maybe there's something he needs to learn. Maybe having that heart to heart with Cisco just dredged up some old ghosts. Who knows?
With that, he goes to wander. Maybe it'll be a funny dream and everyone in the clan is running around in fundoshi or something. That'd be a hoot. But once he steps outside the front gates he sees a familiar face. ]
Shigeru?
[ ...this is his subconscious being sappy and love struck, isn't it? ]
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Of course anything can happen in a dream that much Shigeru is certain of. He wasn't exactly expecting Genji to look so different but he hardly minds as a smile spreads across his features and he steps closer to the other man. Of course in the dream Shigeru has his voice, or perceived voice, which is soft and filled with caring and genuine love upon seeing the other. ]
Genji! I knew it! This is your hometown, isn't it?
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He notices that blush though. Cute.
Genji rubs the back of his neck with a smile. ]
Aaah, yes, it is. I suppose I'm not so unrecognizable like this then?
[ Wait, what is he even wearing? He looks down... okay boots, pants, (deep) v-neck shirt and some green jacket. Ah, yes, probably like one of the ones he had when he was younger. Had a golden dragon stitched on the back, very loud. Oh hey, there are cigarettes in the pocket... ]
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He actually kind of wishes he had his phone to, well, not blurt out random things like he will do so now. ]
I'd never not be able to recognize you. [ He might look away shyly before he gives Genji a smile. ]
You look...really good like that. [ Of course Shigeru thinks Genji is handsome either way. But he can't stop himself from saying that and blushing again. ]
Show me around? I...really want to see your home. It's really beautiful.
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It feels kind of strange, honestly. I mean, this most of all— [ He rubs under his scruffy chin, his lower jaw no longer cybernetic. He hopes he doesn't mind prickly kisses... Wait no, it's way too soon to get so flirty.
He smiles and offers an arm. ]
Of course. I think you'll love the gardens. Shall we?
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Oh. I suppose it would. [ But he'll look back at him with some concern. ]
Are you...okay? [ He knows this to be a lot for him. But even if it's just a dream that doesn't mean it still doesn't affect people the same way. ]
I wish I had my pad so I could draw. But...I guess it wouldn't really matter much anyway. Given how all of this is a dream. I'll just have to remember every detail for when I wake up! [ But he'll take said arm, blushing again, as he watches people around them stare before hurriedly going back to what they were doing. ]
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[ But at what Shigeru says next makes Genji raise a brow. A very thick and no longer haggard looking brow, for certain. ]
Wait, Shigeru... you said you're dreaming too? Are we— [ He gestures between them. ] —dreaming together?
[ He does notice the people stare, but that's probably more because he's a Shimada out in public with someone on his arm. Which... happened a lot, in the past. Deja vu, for certain. He gives the Dream People a playful little smirk to get them to leave them alone before tugging Shigeru through the castle gate. ]
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Oh, hm, he guesses they are?! ]
I guess so. The last thing I remember is going to sleep but otherwise I felt fine and didn't really do anything different today. [ Though he was thinking about Genji when he did go to bed so...maybe that was what did it? It's way too embarrassing to say that though. ]
It's a little strange, but I really don't mind sharing a dream with you. [ He's kind of curious how it's happening though? ] I wonder what's causing it?
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[ With that, once they're inside, Genji takes Shigeru up to where the bell is in the front of the castle. Then steps closer to him, reaching up to rest his hands on his shoulders. ]
Indulge me, before I show you around? I want to know what it feels like to have you in my arms with this different body.
[ ...okay, a little flirty. ]
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For Shigeru in a dream he never has to wear gloves because he knows it's not real and this is the same. Even if he started out with them on he'll pause to take them off and put them in his pockets before he touches Genji's face as he leans in to kiss him.
It's different without Genji's synthetic lip or tongue. But he...really likes it either way. As long as he can kiss him and indulge himself in the other without worrying about germs or his phobia he'll take it. The kiss will last a few seconds before Shigeru breaks away panting a little, cheeks flushed, as he does so. ]
I hope that...wasn't too much?
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And feeling the real heat of Shigeru's hands on his face... it may be a dream, but it feels real enough. Genji closes his eyes and leans in to return the warm kiss, exhaling a sigh that isn't rough and rough. (Non injured lungs, non scarred vocal chords.)
Although he still ends up just as breathless as Shigeru does. He eyes are already lidded and dark, pupils starting to widen. Genji smiles. ]
Of course not. Although I think we should pause for now so we don't get too... distracted.
[ Eyebrow waggle. He still leans in to nuzzle at his neck a moment, careful not to leave any beard rub, before pulling away. ]
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I don't want you dead.
[The words leave his mouth before he's really thought them over... he barely knows what's going on, but it just feels like karma for what he's done to Shigeru. For everything he's done to him.]
...I don't want you to be this.
[He takes a step forward, cautious as if approaching a wild animal. He has no idea what he's doing, he just... needs to do something.]
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[ Those words are spat out, like acid, as he glares at Dodger. Of course it's Dodger. This man who has put him through so much, caused his gate to deteriorate to such a level, and even in this dream he...really can't escape him can he. He just wishes he had never met him at all. Shigeru's eyes flare with an angry light as he lets out an inhuman growl, the grip on his sword only tightening as he moves it quickly towards Dodger's person. The sharpened edge now mere inches from Dodger's throat. The black tendrils on the floor flare out in response to Dodger moving closer as well. And then Dodger goes and says that and there's a pain in his voice as it cracks a little when he yells back at him. ]
Is that what you were telling yourself when you slammed me into the ground until I was unconscious and you just left me there!?
[ His voice sounds...incredibly pained when he says those words. There's no hiding it or even attempting to at this point. His dreams where the streams of his subconscious after all. Everything he really felt and thought is all out in the open, even in this form. He lets out another breath, miasma dripping from his mouth to the ground, as he moves away from Dodger. The monsters surrounding them both all turn their heads to watch the two of them. Hungry eyes bearing down on Dodger in particular. ]
This is the only me you ever cared about. The other one isn't good enough for you. So what? Now you decide you don't like what you see? Am I too monstrous for you? [ His voice...sounds extremely bitter but there's also hints of disgust in his tone, directed at himself, as he says it. He hates this. He doesn't want Dodger to see this. He doesn't want to keep doing this... ]
Why do you care what I turn into? [ He might grip his head with his free hand his eyes closing as they sting with tears. He'll raise his sword up a little, as if ready to strike Dodger with it, as he opens his eyes again and they're just filled with...so much pain. ] Don't try to confuse me!
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Fuck, he hadn't even realized he was causing Shigeru to turn into this. But he was, wasn't he? And he'd just kept pushing it, trying to convince him that it would stop if he just listened to him. Seeing this... well, sort of puts it in perspective how childish it was.
Still unsure of what he's doing, he reaches out to grab Shigeru's wrist. A gate appears behind him, not that he notices it... but without realizing exactly what he's doing, he's started draining Shigeru's powers, negating his connectiong to his own gate.]
You know exactly why. [His voice is shaken, but... it's strictly because they're in a dream space, because these are also Dodger's raw thoughts, that he can even put this into words.] Look, maybe I'm not good at showing it, maybe I ruin everything I touch and maybe I can't say everything I mean to but I fucking love you, dumbass.
[It seems like a bad idea to call a creature that could absolutely kill him, and has come very close in the past, a dumbass... he's not even sure whatever he's doing is working, but he has to put in the effort.]
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Let go! [ He might drop his sword as the light from it fades due to his powers being cancelled out. And he slowly reverts back to normal, losing control in his own dream is somewhat terrifying as well. ]
Why? Why do you love someone like me? I'm not anything like what you want. I don't understand it. [ He never really thought Dodger truly loved him. But he still stayed regardless thinking that he could do something for the other man. ]
You should just...stay away from me. I...I can't control my powers when I turn into that monster. I might hurt you again. [ He sounds so...heartbroken as he says that. ]
You should just...find someone else. [ That can actually make him happy. ]
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I have other people. Plenty of them. That doesn't matter to me. [He shakes his head.] I want you. And you can't hurt me enough to make me stop wanting you.
[He doesn't seem to have his regular power set here, so his strength isn't quite as pronounced, but he does hold fast to Shigeru's wrist as he pulls him closer and reaches to kiss him.]
Calm down. Please.
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I'm scared. [ Well terrified is a better word for his own feelings on the matter of his gate deteriorating. ]
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I know.
[He grimaces, holding Shigeru closer still and pressing his face into the crook of his neck.]
I know you're scared, I'm sorry, I just... I don't know how to help you. And I fucking hate that.
[Why can't it be as simple as this, forcing Shigeru's powers off and just holding him until he calms down? It seems like the new year has come with more and more moments where Dodger hates his own powers, hates the fact that he can only destroy and can't do anything to help others.]
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He doesn't want to turn into a monster. He doesn't want to hurt people he doesn't want to lose this, any of it. It just makes his chest hurt knowing that it might happen again and he doesn't know if he'll come back from it. ]
I wanted to try and find a power suppression collar. [ If Dodger had even read that anonymous post on the network he'll now realize it was Shigeru. ] I don't know what else to do. Unless someone...stops me- [ more like kills or knocks him out ] -when it happens again I...I don't know if I can stay in control.
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You wanted a- [He stops, pulling back and furrowing his brow. Sure, Shigeru's powers have been acting up, but.. it's not that serious, is it?] -Shigeru. You can't just turn off your powers and expect everything to be fine. What about being able to heal people?
[What about being able to keep Dodger alive?]
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[ He doesn't have anyone here that knows about phrobiest's or their circumstances. Back home there was therapies that could help at least revert some of the damage. But here that was entirely nonexistent.
He'll look back at Dodger his eyes filled with sorrow more than anything. ] I can still heal people, but I...I wanted something as a back up to make sure it doesn't get to be too much. I can't...I can't go through hurting you or anyone else again like that.
[ He doesn't know how he'll manage if he ever hurt Genji or anyone else. He might not be able to revert back if it happens again. He might give Dodger a small pleading look. ] Can you get me one?
[ It'll be scary to be so defenseless but he's honestly more scared of turning into that thing at this point. ]
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You don't get it, do you? That's not how those collars work. You don't get to pick and choose, take it off and put it on when it's convenient. You're just... human. And every time you strain to use your powers enough, you get shocked and hurt until you stop.
[His brow furrows.]
You remember that fire, right, when we were living in the residential building? I tried getting out, and the collar shocked me for going off the premises... and it didn't stop shocking me, I got electrocuted for half an hour before someone found me and got it off. Even before that... I couldn't keep myself warm, I could barely light my cigarettes, I felt like a fucking child having to relearn how to keep myself alive.
So what happens when I show up after a fight, or you get yourself hurt, and you can't get the collar off? Are you just gonna bleed out or let me die, just in case you lose control? Is that worth it?
[Surely it can't be that serious... Shigeru will get it under control again, he just needs to lay off of gaslighting him so hard. Right?]
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At last the knife thrower speaks, though not without some uncertainty.]
Er, yes--I agree that finding armor and equipment would be wise. Good armor could mean the difference between life and death.
[He has no idea what he's getting himself into, but that doesn't worry him too much. There have been plenty of times where he's had to think or take action on the spot, and at least he still had his knives and not some other weapon he was unfamiliar with; he could make this work.]
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He'll turn to Billy with a smile. ] And knowing this place it'll probably give us protection against magical attacks too.
[ Shigeru stahp. You sound way too eager about this. ]
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I'll be relying on you then since magic is outside of my expertise, but if you point me to a non-magic user, I'll make sure they're good as dead.
[He fixes his belt of sheathed knives.]
I am ready whenever everyone else is.