[ He returns Finn's stare with a sheepish look of his own. He doesn't do the whole bedridden thing well. Shocking, really. A complete revelation. Poe tilts his head back against the pillows to stare at the roof and groan quietly. ]
I'm going to go crazy in here.
[ It should be a joke. He means for it to be a joke. But the sentence that starts laden exasperation just... peters out. Part of him, however small, is afraid that he will. He's afraid that he'll open his eyes one of these times and be back on the Finalizer, that this whole thing will just be a delirium dream, the desperate wish of a prisoner who thinks that someone will walk in and save him. Give him an impossible chance.
He's afraid, persistently and unshakably and every moment he doesn't spend thinking about Leia and Han Solo and Kylo Ren is a moment where he can't forget his fear.
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I'm going to go crazy in here.
[ It should be a joke. He means for it to be a joke. But the sentence that starts laden exasperation just... peters out. Part of him, however small, is afraid that he will. He's afraid that he'll open his eyes one of these times and be back on the Finalizer, that this whole thing will just be a delirium dream, the desperate wish of a prisoner who thinks that someone will walk in and save him. Give him an impossible chance.
He's afraid, persistently and unshakably and every moment he doesn't spend thinking about Leia and Han Solo and Kylo Ren is a moment where he can't forget his fear.
He's never been this kind of afraid. ]