[ His gaze slips across the room halfway through the Teddy monologue, not needing (or wanting) to hear it when he isn't a dumb child who entertains the notion Billy will ever be with him, not Endgame-wise. About to pull away, he stops only because Billy laces their fingers, looking down at him seriously. ]

It was stupid. I'd lost everything back home and then here you were, and you actually liked me. I think you did. That was nice.

But you weren't the first person here to treat me as a disposable distraction, or the last. [ Rolling his eyes, he hurriedly adds, ] I told you, I'm not mad. Just disappointed. I don't want to put any of that on you now while your memory is foggy, so let's be friends.

You weren't even the one who broke my heart, so it's fine. We're fine.