Isabelle Lightwood (
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who: Isabelle Lightwood & Jace Wayland
what: Sparring!
when: Early-mid November (after Max's departure)
where: Training Area
warnings: Feels, but will update as needed!
what: Sparring!
when: Early-mid November (after Max's departure)
where: Training Area
warnings: Feels, but will update as needed!
Izzy should've known that all of this was just too good to be true, and yet she had fallen for it hook, line, and sinker. Life had been a little too normal, a little too easy around here for them. It's sort of a rule of life that things can't stay that simple, that good, for them.
So, now more than ever, Izzy needs to let a little steam out. And who better to pummel than everyon'es favorite blonde fighting-machine? After all, she knows Jace can take a hit and even after the years that they've sparred he still gives her a good workout and a good run for her money. Things with him had even been better here lately after everything. Shaking that errant thought away, though, Izzy tries dispel any thoughts that are going to distract her. The other good thing about sparring Jace is that you have to stay in the moment otherwise you will probably get your ass kicked.
And Izzy has no intention of having her ass handed to her today.
Max is gone, the family feels as if it's got some sort of...hole in it now, everyone is trying to be strong for one another, and none of it feels quite...right now. And that's including her. She's not quite sure how to deal with her feelings about Max, knowing the complicated details about her baby brother and knowing that she didn't do enough for him while he was here. It's a pretty terrible feeling. Especially considering...just like everyone else she feels the need to be strong, to take care of everyone else before herself. "Pick your poison, Jace, hand-to-hand, bo staff, or..." Izzy smirks slightly, picking up one of the two bamboo sticks that she and Jace sometimes prefer when they spar. "An old favorite of our's? What're you feeling?" It's just better, easier even, to focus on this, rolling her wrist and gesturing with the bamboo staff and waiting on the verdict, tennis shoe clad feet (shock and awe, she knows) planted and not fidgetting in the least--her mask pretty well in place to work passed it.
She's pretty sure they can both use this, which is basically the reason they're here; it'll do them some good.

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It'd be different if Jace wanted to, or even needed to talk, she'd take it much more seriously. The inquiry about her, though, she avoids it deftly focusing on the weapons in each hand and taking measured steps toward her brother, feigning that she isn't a threat, of course. She doesn't want to talk about her feelings with Max.
She ignored him enough while he was here...focusing on everything but the little brother that needed her attention...and her encouragement. All the kid wanted was to get more hands on, to be a shadowhunter like the rest of them. And they didn't get anywhere near far enough. It was the only thing he really wanted and she definitely didn't make time for him, or listen. Watching Jace toss his staff, Izzy waits all of a moment before darting forward, moving to strike, straightforward, with her left hand while already preparing the right to follow up in response to however the blonde blocks. Striking, lashing out, feels much better than getting into a discussion about her emotions right now.
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Jace knew Izzy wouldn't fall for it, keeping her focus on him, not the staff in the air. he brings the staff around, aiming for the back of her legs. Neither of them are prepared to talk about their feelings and he's secretly hoping she does kick his ass.
Just a little.
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So, win-win.
Seems like they had the same idea, though. Spotting the incoming staff Izzy reacts in the only way she can at the moment, jumping in an attempt to escape the sting of the bamboo that would sweep her feet right out from under her. She just barely gets high enough in the air, the slap of the staff getting her shoe instead. And though she's a definite fan of heels, Izzy's glad she picked something a little more padded today. The contact throws off her landing, causing her to have to stumble back a little before she catches herself while angling her body back to face him. "I've fallen for that one too many times already. Nice try, but you'll have to come up with something different, Jace." She points out before moving to swipe at the other shadowhunter again with her right staff, already coming in with a follow up on the left, sweeping upward.
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"Tag. You're it." He smirked, straightening and slowly backing away, twirling the staffs. "I know you don't want to talk about Max, but I know you Isabelle. You're blaming yourself for things out of your control."
The same way Alec blames himself and carries the guilt of things he can't control or change no matter how much he wishes he could. The same way Jace carries his own. The all keep quietly carrying the weight of everything they feel in the hopes of sparing others their burdens and pain. All of them trying to be strong for everyone else and no one is saying anything that needs to be said.
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The sound of the bamboo meeting in strikes and blocks is almost it's own music with the rapid rhythm being set by the two of them. Even if it isn't helping everything, the sound is familiar and comforting for her. Even if Jace ultimately manages to find his opening and his staff is touching the side of her neck. There's a certain amount of frustration that comes with Jace's cocky smirk and the fact that she left the opening there for him. Letting out a burst of air, Izzy shakes her head and rolls her shoulders. "I'll give you that one, you're not getting another opening." Izzy states, confidently, as she moves to circle her brother, readjusting her hold on both bamboo staves.
And even though there's a part of her that almost lashes out with her strike at Jace's words, she holds back, a part of her brain knowing that that might be what he'll expect. "What's the point in talking about Max? He's gone and we can't do anything about that." The words aren't practiced, but they have none of the playful edge of anything previous in their conversation. She can't really joke, or pretend to be jovial about her baby brother. Instead after a beat Izzy moves in, but instead of going straight she spins at the last second going for a backhanded strike with her right hand and readying to strike out and duck--her body on alert.
"But trust me, I'm blaming myself for things that were actually in my control, Jace." Izzy says, brows slightly furrowed. "Alce...well we both know the same can't be said for him--he'll take it all on his shoulders period." Izzy legitimately feels as if there's a difference. And, even though she addresses herself...it's only natural for her to bring Alec up and to divert the focus. "Even the things that had nothing to do with him. Speaking of....I'm guessing he hasn't talked to you either?"