[spies are everywhere. in every war, in every universe, on every side. it's not really a comfort. it's honestly a little depressing. he knows there were other spies in the rebellion - there was an entire intelligence division - but it's not like any of them ever sat around and talked about their mental trauma. it's an odd area to navigate.]

That is what I tell myself. Everything we have done, it had to be worth it in the end.

[or what was the point of killing himself from the inside out until he actually died?]

Wars have to end. Even if they feel like they last forever. I can only hope what we do makes a difference.