[Thor's rage quells along with Loki's, and suddenly his exterior softens from aggression to defeat. It's not enough to set things right, and he's not sure what ever will.]
But I did lose you.
[The floodgates are open now, and since all of his rage has poured out, he has nothing left to let out but anguish and sorrow. Where Loki is defiant, Thor is exhausted. He lets himself drop to his knees, letting himself feel everything rather than trying to press it down and move on.
He isn't weeping, but his eyes are wet. He doesn't have it in him to bawl, but he also can't bring himself to move along like nothing happened.]
What's the point of being all that I am if I can't even protect the people I love?
[It's weighed on his mind since he lost Frigga, since Loki sacrificed himself and since despite everything he lost what he had with Jane. The glow of Frigga's ghost is maddening and he hates the vulnerability of this entire situation.
But somewhere in his mind, he's aware that Loki has not yet abandoned him and that he has not turned his vulnerabilities against him. He can hold that close, at the very least.]
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But I did lose you.
[The floodgates are open now, and since all of his rage has poured out, he has nothing left to let out but anguish and sorrow. Where Loki is defiant, Thor is exhausted. He lets himself drop to his knees, letting himself feel everything rather than trying to press it down and move on.
He isn't weeping, but his eyes are wet. He doesn't have it in him to bawl, but he also can't bring himself to move along like nothing happened.]
What's the point of being all that I am if I can't even protect the people I love?
[It's weighed on his mind since he lost Frigga, since Loki sacrificed himself and since despite everything he lost what he had with Jane. The glow of Frigga's ghost is maddening and he hates the vulnerability of this entire situation.
But somewhere in his mind, he's aware that Loki has not yet abandoned him and that he has not turned his vulnerabilities against him. He can hold that close, at the very least.]