What you should be doing? That's why you kept after me with that 'use me' nonsense before Eichi caught your attention, wasn't it. So you had some way to occupy your time.
[Putting the responsibility of your quality of life in someone elses' hands--there's something pathetic about it, but...]
Instead of sitting around and complaining about being fucking useless or having nothing to do, how about putting a foot forward and actually try. Don't you get it? That's exactly the shit that idol was doing for you.
It's pathetic of you, someone without the illnesses and weaknesses that brat had to be whining here like a child. And asking me how the hell I understand? Suggesting that I have my sanity at the end of the day?
[Finally, a low, rattling laugh. One that expels smoke as his form shifts, not quite keeping its form.]
You have no idea what truly having nothing feels like.
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[Putting the responsibility of your quality of life in someone elses' hands--there's something pathetic about it, but...]
Instead of sitting around and complaining about being fucking useless or having nothing to do, how about putting a foot forward and actually try. Don't you get it? That's exactly the shit that idol was doing for you.
It's pathetic of you, someone without the illnesses and weaknesses that brat had to be whining here like a child.
And asking me how the hell I understand? Suggesting that I have my sanity at the end of the day?
[Finally, a low, rattling laugh. One that expels smoke as his form shifts, not quite keeping its form.]
You have no idea what truly having nothing feels like.