I guess I'll just have to struggle to take it back.
[It was something that Ivar has been striving for his whole life internally. When he lost control of himself, bad things always happened, things he never meant to. But self-control oftentimes felt too much like this, someone else hurting him by telling him what he could and couldn't do.]
Do you have any idea when it's going to stop hurting?
[His voice sounds small and sad now. It's the tone of a teenager who has experienced his first heartbreak, and just wants to be told that everything is going to be alright, even if it's not.]
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[It was something that Ivar has been striving for his whole life internally. When he lost control of himself, bad things always happened, things he never meant to. But self-control oftentimes felt too much like this, someone else hurting him by telling him what he could and couldn't do.]
Do you have any idea when it's going to stop hurting?
[His voice sounds small and sad now. It's the tone of a teenager who has experienced his first heartbreak, and just wants to be told that everything is going to be alright, even if it's not.]