[Again, so open, so able to talk about his past and even painful times without shying away from it. It's baffling and also-- Bucky finds himself a little jealous of it. Would it help to be able to give voice to these things? Would it consume him as he fears that it would?

He doesn't know.]

So do I.

[It's a lot more halting, not the strong foundation that Obi-Wan has in himself. And it's certainly a lot less detailed, though to give this much is personal enough.]

I used to be a good man, I think. They went in my head and ripped it away, until I was a weapon without a name. I killed who they told me to kill, I wasn't a man, I was the Asset. But I'm not that any more, I'm not who I used to be either. But I know about choice and about some times as well.