"I handled it because I didn't want a child, my family didn't know what I was doing. And I told my peers because I don't have any reason to be ashamed of my choice." It was weird, Lola being so cool and together. Normally she's a bubbly mess of energy and emotion. But this, this was something she choose the moment she knew she could go for it herself. She didn't need anyone's blessing or permission, she knew for a fact that a baby wasn't for her.
Lola shook her head, "Miles was the only person at the school who really understood me. Who saw who I was. Just... he was in love with someone else, and I knew when he had to choose between us he wouldn't choose me." Pain seeped into Lola's features as she spoke about it. She didn't want to get hurt again, she didn't want another guy who didn't want her. But she did it anyway. Maybe one day she'll learn. Or maybe this was who she was, the dumb girl who wanted boys that didn't want her.
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Lola shook her head, "Miles was the only person at the school who really understood me. Who saw who I was. Just... he was in love with someone else, and I knew when he had to choose between us he wouldn't choose me." Pain seeped into Lola's features as she spoke about it. She didn't want to get hurt again, she didn't want another guy who didn't want her. But she did it anyway. Maybe one day she'll learn. Or maybe this was who she was, the dumb girl who wanted boys that didn't want her.