[ It's a bit of an invasive question and Cisco knows it. He probably wouldn't have asked, if he weren't a touch tipsy. But the fact is, he doesn't really have anybody else to ask. Strange, that even when it comes to reacting to betrayal and trauma, he's worried that he might not be doing it right. But Tony, he thinks, must be. He'd gone from being an (apparently slightly dickish) weapons developer to being a superhero and a much more friendly person.
For Cisco, it feels like he's going down the opposite path - like Wells had made him more distrustful, more paranoid and inclined to arm himself against all possible harm and think the worst of everyone and the world. He doesn't feel wiser, or better, or stronger. He feels like a meaner, brokener version of the person he was before. ]
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[ It's a bit of an invasive question and Cisco knows it. He probably wouldn't have asked, if he weren't a touch tipsy. But the fact is, he doesn't really have anybody else to ask. Strange, that even when it comes to reacting to betrayal and trauma, he's worried that he might not be doing it right. But Tony, he thinks, must be. He'd gone from being an (apparently slightly dickish) weapons developer to being a superhero and a much more friendly person.
For Cisco, it feels like he's going down the opposite path - like Wells had made him more distrustful, more paranoid and inclined to arm himself against all possible harm and think the worst of everyone and the world. He doesn't feel wiser, or better, or stronger. He feels like a meaner, brokener version of the person he was before. ]