We knew the items would be like the light, how it wants to be used, you know? And we knew they'd be powerful but we didn't...

[It went so much worse than they thought it would, and they were powerless to stop it. Taako's item caused some destruction, but nothing on the scale of what the gauntlet did, and that guilt ate Lup from the inside out.]

You couldn't do it, you couldn't let people keep dying cause of something you made, so you... left.

[To stop it, he knows that, and he doesn't know if she meant to stay gone for as long as she did, if the note was just an empty reassurance, or if things went horribly wrong. He doesn't know when she ended up in the dwarven vault.

He has to take a breath, trying to keep himself steady.]

It's been over a decade, Lup. We found your skeleton a year ago. I don't... I don't know why you weren't in your lich form, something must've happened, but I heard you, I heard your voice in my head. We just don't know where the fuck you are, none of us can find you.

[Only Barry has been looking, but he doesn't know how to talk about Lucretia's betrayal, not yet.]