[He doesn't realise that Sasha has even left the alley until she reappears with someone else in tow, and in that moment he kind of hates Clark for giving her to him. He doesn't want people around him now, he's on a knife edge and he might end up really hurting someone and then having to add that blood to hands already stained irrevocably red.
The problem with orders, is that a part of Bucky is still inclined to follow them by instinct. It's what he doesn't want to admit to himself, that the Soldier and Bucky aren't two separate identities, they're what happened to one person being brainwashed and tortured. He can't just remove one from the other.
Will might notice how Bucky immediately complies and matches his breathing to Will's, a perfect calm, while the rest of his body stays tense and shaking in a weird juxtaposition to his now regulated breathing.]
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The problem with orders, is that a part of Bucky is still inclined to follow them by instinct. It's what he doesn't want to admit to himself, that the Soldier and Bucky aren't two separate identities, they're what happened to one person being brainwashed and tortured. He can't just remove one from the other.
Will might notice how Bucky immediately complies and matches his breathing to Will's, a perfect calm, while the rest of his body stays tense and shaking in a weird juxtaposition to his now regulated breathing.]