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Alex Reagan ([personal profile] 11calls) wrote in [community profile] riverviewlogs 2018-09-21 04:04 am (UTC)

“No I don’t.” The word was whispered to both herself and to Richard when he looked at her. She may have been pretty sure of it once and she knew it was a possibility now but she refused to accept it as a certainty. Honestly Alex Reagan didn’t believe in certainties or black and white anymore. Everything around them was shades of grey including whatever happened when they got there. Besides they had other things to worry about right now.

Other things and other threats and right now Thomas Warren felt more like a threat than anything else. Hearing Richard like that was as worrying as he probably knew it was or at least as much as he expected it to be and if there’s one thing that it’s easier for Alex to do it’s to focus on himself and his well-being than her own.

But she doesn’t say what she needs to say to warren. Instead Alex just says it him because these are her fears and those are his too. “You didn’t drag me into this, Richard. None of it. Eleven calls remember? Or twenty-three? I dragged myself in. This isn’t your fault!"

Despite Alex trying to ignore what's happening, they're not alone and their fears are still manifesting around them, and the harsh and sharp voice of the Helvation came through once more. "It's yours, Alex. He wouldn't be in such danger if you hadn't put him into it. Look what you do to him, Alex Reagan. Simon warned you and you didn't listen. You just take people, Alex and destroy them. Look what you've done to him. Look what you've done to Maddie Franks and so many others falling from the trail that you've blazed for your story..."

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