[He shakes his head again Tony's shoulder, afraid to look him in the eye now.]

No, but —

But they — they trusted me. [He closes his eyes, feeling a little lost.] ... If I decided to leave here on my own, would you blame yourself for not warning me...? Stopping me from going back to die? I could have given them more time. I could've...

[He laughs humorlessly, voice crackling.]

Mr. Stark, this is all so fucked up.