Yeah, it sucks. But it is what it is.A year ago when I first woke up here, I was at a different place entirely. Wasn't dealing with it well. Doing pretty good now.

[Not really. Denial and repression are probably not 'doing pretty good' in all honesty, but it's working for her! Except when it's not, but that's what whiskey is for, right? Healthy.]

Kinda just getting adjusted to being without him, really. Taken me a while, but I'm getting there.