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Dodger // 8♥ ([personal profile] smokedout) wrote in [community profile] riverviewlogs2018-04-01 07:58 pm

I am a human being

who: Jamie Dodger and YOU.
what: Catch-all for April
when: April
where: Aaaaall over the place.
warnings: Dodger. (Always assume sex/violence are on the table; will edit with any other warnings.)

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i. Hospital visits - open

He'd planned to leave the same day he'd woken up, but it turns out that bodies don't like suddenly moving around after a month of being stationary and largely unused. So for the first few days, he's stuck laying in his hospital bed when he's not being lead through physical therapy. It's bullshit, and his snappiness only gets worse when a nurse compares him to Ivar under her breath.

ii. Back to work - open

Once he's out of the hospital, he mostly decides to keep to himself. That means spending a lot of time doing his job, a stunning new change of pace. He's even taken the time to learn more about how cars work, as well as a few other types of vehicles that didn't exist in his universe.

Still, the thing that gets most of his focus is his baby, a black motorcycle with three scratches purposefully keyed into the back wheel's hood, and a purple symbol painted on the front hood. It seems like whenever he's working on that one in particular, he enters into a zen-like state of bliss and focus. Either he's always high when he's working on it, or he actually has some human emotions in there somewhere... who knows.

iii. Burning old bridges - Aeacinos

In true Dodger fashion, he hadn't really explained his intentions when he called the naga over. One short message:

doing spring cleaning. come over.

Dodger is sitting on the steps that lead up to his apartment building, with a cooking pot on the ground in front of him. A fire is crackling contentedly inside of it, though it doesn't seem to have enough fuel for its size and every once it a while it dims just enough for him to snap his fingers and revive it in full. He has a stack of photos, files, notes and spare pieces of paper beside him, and with a blank look in his eyes he's tossing each one into the flames, barely even looking at them before he does.

He can't stand looking at all this proof of the things he's lost. Keeping any of it after the fire was just pointless, dragging himself back when he had to be ready to rinse himself clean and move on when things got rough. He glances down at the next photo in his hand, showing the edge of Reaper's scarred jawline under his mask... he crumples it with a sudden rush of despair, feeling like he might throw up as he holds back the urge to cry over it.

iv. Husky hunt - Eddie

It's no surprise that Dodger knows Eddie's work schedule like the back of his hand - it's one of those things he'd memorized when he was still trying to bring the city to its knees. With the way he walks so softly, and how he makes a conscious effort to take a place at Eddie's side just as he's passing through a crowd on his way home, it almost isn't immediately noticeable that he's showed up. Almost, except that the smell of alcohol tends to give him away pretty plainly at close proximity like this.

"Got a moment? I'm looking for a dog - black and white husky, blue eyes. Answers to Hati. Figured you'd be willing to lend a hand."

He'd been wanting to talk to him again, after that last... whatever it was. He just didn't have much of a reason to, and he still doesn't. Hopefully Eddie will be able to tell it's important to him... and will care.
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-02 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
He'll get that message and arrive shortly afterwards. Honestly after their last encounter he thought Dodger wouldn't want to see him again. After all he had pushed the other man to his breaking point and then he disappeared until just now. It's no wonder Aeacinos thought what he had.

Not that he really minded, Dodger was just a fling, maybe? His feelings were a bit strange when it came to the other man. So he'll arrive at his apartment in his human form. It was just easier to assume this form when moving about cramped places like this. The smoke and fire get his attention but he'll cross his arms over his chest as he watches silently for a second or two. But he'll move to grab Dodger by the chin and turn his head up towards him as he bends down to give him a heated kiss on the lips.

"You have been gone for some time. I was beginning to wonder if you were ever going to contact me again after all that."
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-03 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
Aeacinos will let out a pleased hum as he runs a hand through Dodger's hair. The reciprocated kiss is just as affectionate. He has missed the other man in his own way.

Still when Dodger explains he'll let out a hiss, eyes flashing with subtle anger.

"You fell? Or did someone attack you? I would think if you had fallen you would just teleport, no?" He sounds less than thrilled to hear this.

"Who did such a thing? I will punish them myself if I must." But, he huffs as he kisses Dodger back.

"It is...good to see you as well." Even if he's kind of annoyed that it happened at all?! Still his eyes trail towards the fire now.

"What is all of this? Do you not care for any of these things?" They looked like notes, letters maybe? But they seemed to have been taken care of rather well so Aeacinos wonders why Dodger would just throw them away like this.
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-03 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
Aeacinos will hum as he contemplates Dodger's words. That doesn't exactly sound right but he won't press it. Aeacinos will grab Dodger's wrist then, kissing the palm of his hand as he draws his attention away from the fire.

"Sometimes keeping those reminders is not such a bad thing. It helps you learn, grow, become stronger. But I will not lecture you on keeping these things, they are yours to keep or destroy. Do you wish for some help? That is what you called me here for, yes?"

Or was it something else perhaps...
Edited 2018-04-03 03:28 (UTC)
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-03 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
It was strange to see Dodger acting like this. But he was clearly hurting and Aeacinos never enjoyed seeing his lovers in pain. It made Aeacinos realize just how young Dodger was and how old he was. Something he never really thought about because that was just how he was created. Everyone back home was old to an extent. But humans never lived past 100 year whereas he has been alive for thousands. Things like this don't affect him much anymore but he's been through so much in his live that it never fazed him.

Aeacinos will wrap his arm around Dodger's shoulders and pull him close to his chest. The rhythmic beating of Aeacinos' heart can be heard as he lets out a soft hm.

"Perhaps that is enough for now. Come. Let us have a drink or two." Dodger looks like he needs it at least.

"If you wish to tell me more I will listen. Or we do not have to talk at all. But I will stay as long as you wish it."
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-03 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
Everyone is young when you've lived as long as Aeacinos has. But he doesn't think any less of Dodger for crying or giving into his emotions. It wasn't a sign of weakness but more a sign of having some humanity.

Aeacinos will lift Dodger up there and then, seeing as how the other couldn't walk himself, he'll take it upon himself to carry him to his front door at least. Not saying a word as he holds the other man close.

"Your door." He'll nod towards it, asking if it was okay to open it himself or if Dodger would rather do it instead.
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-03 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
Aeacinos will watch the exchange before following Dodger to his bed. He'll sit down, dragging Dodger onto his lap. He has no plans to initiate anything either, unless Dodger wants to.

"Are you still up for that drink?" He'll ask as his form begins to shift and change back into a naga. His tail is still far too big to really fit comfortably in Dodger's apartment but he makes due. He'll open that drawer where Dodger stores his liquor with his tail, fetching one with the tip of it as he grabs it in a clawed hand. He'll eye Dodger curiously as he opens it and takes a swig before offering it to him. His tail will slowly begin to move closer to Dodger, almost in a comforting action and position so that he can lean against it if he wishes.
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-03 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
"Does it not? What happens to one here matters just as much as what has happened to you back home. All experiences change a person for better or for worse. Which would you like yours to aid in?" He might shift underneath Dodger, eyes narrowing now as he regards him with a stern look.

"I do not think having sex will make you feel any better about this. It is just a means for you to not discuss your issues, is it not?" He says it as he cants his head to regard Dodger with some concern.

"This may have worked with the others you have slept with...but I do not feel this is the right time for such things." He'll lean back against the wall to regard him.
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-04 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
"It is not enough, Dodger. It is very clear that it is not." Aeacinos' tone is stern but not admonishing as he speaks. There's care and concern instead laced in his voice.

"Covering up whatever has hurt you with sex...it is not a healthy to do so. It will not make the pain go away either." Aeacinos will cup Dodger's chin with a clawed hand then, his eyes filled with worry, as he looks into Dodger's eyes.

"Living through this pain and overcoming it is harder than just burying it, I know. But you must go through it if you wish to get better." His hand will run gingerly through Dodger's hair as he kisses him lightly on the lips.

"That is why I offered to listen."
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-04 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Aeacinos will use his tail to curl around Dodger then. Seeing how broken and upset he is, it makes him bristle and wishing he knew who had caused it. Because deep down he does care for him, not that he'd admit it just yet, and he would certainly crush anyone who tried to harm him.

"I see. You have every right to be. From what I can see in your eyes, on your body as well, you have been through far more than most humans would ever experience in their entire lifetime." His one arm will rest around Dodger's waist, the other raising a hand to gently caress the scars on Dodger's face. Aeacinos' chest is covered in many scars but that's because he's been through countless fights and wars, civil or otherwise, he's gotten his through thousands of years. Yet here was this young man, frail, just created by his worlds standard,s and he too has many more grievous ones than even he.

"What are you afraid of here?" His tone is gentle, soft even, as he looks down at Dodger huddled against him.
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-04 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
Aecainos listens with attention and silence as he continues to comfort Dodger. He'll look back at him when he mentions losing his temper and killing people. Aeacinos does understand that, he was once like that.

"It may be a surprise, but I too was once like you, hundreds of years ago. My temper had cost me more than my fair share relationships, lovers and friends both." It's not something he would just tell anyone. Aeacinos hasn't really talked about himself here to anyone yet, but he figures Dodger could be the first.

"You cannot hurt me enough to kill me, or drive me away, this is a fact from our fight. If you wish to better yourself, work through your emotions, and learn to control that anger I will be more than willing to help." Though he will grab Dodger's chin, a soft hiss escaping him. If there's one thing he hates it's when people put themselves down.

"But you are not useless. I will not allow you to say such things about yourself. If you wish to expend your energy with saying and thinking such things, use it instead to make yourself better." That's the one thing that pisses him off most of all. People putting themselves down before they even try to make a change or try to get stronger. He'll kiss Dodger on the lips again.
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-05 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
Well at least Dodger has calmed down enough that Aeacinos feels comfortable with returning those kisses. It is true though, he does look young, and he is young by Aeacinos' standards but even as a human...he was young. He can sense the love and admiration in them and he's...not quite sure how to feel just yet about Dodger. He was an interesting man, surely, and he genuinely enjoyed Aeacinos' look and being for what it was. It was refreshing and different for him to not have someone fear him right off the bat. Still he'll gently curl his tail around them both, making sure Dodger was comfortable.

"This is fine, yes? Or would you prefer me to turn back into my human form?" He'll ask as he gives Dodger another heated kiss, wiping away the last remaining tears from his cheeks and face with his thumb.
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-06 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
"Hm. Very well." He sounds pleased with the answer regardless as he curls up a bit more against Dodger. His temperature is just right to make Aeacinos enjoy the contact and he lets out a soft huff at the request.

"I was planning on doing so regardless." Dodger's actions had worried him a bit but for now he'll leave those thoughts aside so he can return to kissing him. He'll run a clawed hand through Dodger's hair, resting it behind his neck as he tilts his head back to kiss him deeply there and then.

"I do not intend to let you out of my sight." Because he has been worried and realizes it was justified now.
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[personal profile] illusionistic 2018-04-07 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
"Hm. I suppose." Aeacinos might say that with a teasing tone of voice. He'll let out a soft hum of approval and elation when Dodger does that though. The portion of his body that Dodger is touching arches a little as his eyes flicker with a need. He'll run his claws over Dodger's thighs, licking his lips as he eyes him.

"I will make you forget about whoever made you feel this way, that is good yes?" Either way he'll make sure Dodger enjoys himself.

"I want you to focus only on me." He'll murmur into Dodger's ear as he kisses him on the lips again using his tongue and fangs in the process.

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