[ That's because John has never seen his other form. He's never seen him...lose control or get possessed. He was terrifying and even he knew it. But he doesn't say or comment on the other man's words. ]

I-I guess that would be okay. But my powers...disintegrate things. It gets worse when I lose control too, I think. I can't remember sometimes when it happens. I'd feel terrible if you got hurt because of-of me.

[ He'd never want a total stranger who's trying to help him to get hurt. ]

But I would appreciate it if you did that. At least to notify people so that they can try to stop me if I-I can't come back from it.