I-I do meditate my...boyfriend helped teach me how to. But sometimes it doesn't help and the last time I lost control I didn't have time to-to really think about it. It's like a switch gets flipped on me and I just...fall into a fog. Like I can see what I'm doing but I can't control myself.

[ And here he's just rubbing his hands rather incessantly as he says all that. ]

I-I don't know if there's any way to really stop it when I get like that. Besides suppressing my powers maybe.