[Rey watched Cisco take in the basic space around him. It was simple, and lacked anything lavish. It had the necessities and that was it. Rey wasn't one to buy anything because it looked pretty or because she wanted to accentuate a space. Lola had to take Rey clothes shopping in order for the brunette to get anything new.
And now that she was looking at the space...maybe she should've bought a chair or something. It felt odd watching Cisco sit down on the floor. Then again, she wasn't expecting any visitors to come by. Not Finn...or Poe. The guilt she felt over their fight was still there, and it doubled from Cisco's innocent question.]
No, Cisco, no. [She shook her head at him, moving to sit in front of him, sitting cross-legged just like him.]
It wasn't you. It was never your fault. [She averted her gaze downward, staring at the floor as she tried to figure out what she wanted to say. What she wanted to tell him, picking and choosing which events she wanted to share. But..he said she could tell him anything so...maybe she should.]
I got into a fight with Poe and Finn.... [That's how her story starts, explaining how she wanted to go and train with Ren just to learn the basics. How she thought he could come back, or at the very least keep an eye on him. How Leia, Ren's mother, had her back, but it didn't go settle well with Poe and Finn, how both of them left the apartment and how soon thereafter she moved out. How she was trying to figure out a way to make things right. Not two weeks later after the fight, of not speaking to of her two best friends, that a canister arrived with her name on it...
She opened it, and how new memories entered her mind. How she did find a teacher in Luke, how there was a connection between her and Ben....and how she willing went to him to bring him back. Though they fought together, though they felt the same loneliness and though she felt something for him, he still didn't walk away. He still wanted to rule. He still wanted power...]
..I was a fool to think he would change.
[But it was never Cisco's fault. She was trying to deal with feelings piled on top of feelings, and new memories, and trying to keep things together.]
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And now that she was looking at the space...maybe she should've bought a chair or something. It felt odd watching Cisco sit down on the floor. Then again, she wasn't expecting any visitors to come by. Not Finn...or Poe. The guilt she felt over their fight was still there, and it doubled from Cisco's innocent question.]
No, Cisco, no. [She shook her head at him, moving to sit in front of him, sitting cross-legged just like him.]
It wasn't you. It was never your fault. [She averted her gaze downward, staring at the floor as she tried to figure out what she wanted to say. What she wanted to tell him, picking and choosing which events she wanted to share. But..he said she could tell him anything so...maybe she should.]
I got into a fight with Poe and Finn.... [That's how her story starts, explaining how she wanted to go and train with Ren just to learn the basics. How she thought he could come back, or at the very least keep an eye on him. How Leia, Ren's mother, had her back, but it didn't go settle well with Poe and Finn, how both of them left the apartment and how soon thereafter she moved out. How she was trying to figure out a way to make things right. Not two weeks later after the fight, of not speaking to of her two best friends, that a canister arrived with her name on it...
She opened it, and how new memories entered her mind. How she did find a teacher in Luke, how there was a connection between her and Ben....and how she willing went to him to bring him back. Though they fought together, though they felt the same loneliness and though she felt something for him, he still didn't walk away. He still wanted to rule. He still wanted power...]
..I was a fool to think he would change.
[But it was never Cisco's fault. She was trying to deal with feelings piled on top of feelings, and new memories, and trying to keep things together.]