T—That isn't answering the question. [ He's really down to earth right now. Karamatsu cannot honestly think of a single person who has said things like this before. Osomatsu has encouraged him plenty of times, but that was different. It was sort of like things Eichi would say to him. Yeah, Eichi was undoubtedly the one who had him questioning his sexuality to begin with, but even after all of Eichi's words, he wasn't interested in Karamatsu.
It didn't hurt too bad. It never really did— getting turned down or 'friendzoned' or whatever. He was accustomed to it. It hurt more to see other people happy and with someone.. especially when Karamatsu liked them.
And that is precisely why Karamatsu knows all of this is terrifying. ]
N..no.. I just do not know what I've done to deserve someone like you.. visiting here at your free will, talking with me.. laughing with me. I do not think I've had anyone.. so genuine like you here with me outside of my family.. and I'm not certain why.
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[ He's really down to earth right now. Karamatsu cannot honestly think of a single person who has said things like this before. Osomatsu has encouraged him plenty of times, but that was different. It was sort of like things Eichi would say to him. Yeah, Eichi was undoubtedly the one who had him questioning his sexuality to begin with, but even after all of Eichi's words, he wasn't interested in Karamatsu.
It didn't hurt too bad. It never really did— getting turned down or 'friendzoned' or whatever. He was accustomed to it. It hurt more to see other people happy and with someone.. especially when Karamatsu liked them.
And that is precisely why Karamatsu knows all of this is terrifying. ]
N..no.. I just do not know what I've done to deserve someone like you.. visiting here at your free will, talking with me.. laughing with me. I do not think I've had anyone.. so genuine like you here with me outside of my family.. and I'm not certain why.