[ You come at me with these good and gentle memories. Into my own home, personally.
It's good to get the firsthand proof that, yes, good things exist both ways and have happened to them. Knowing it logically only got either of them so far and all. There's relief there, in place of the old dread, and all the leftover echoes of how it felt, a feedback loop of piecemeal joy and exhiliration. Some of that fond nostalgia. You can definitely be fondly nostalgic of a month-old memory on his part. He doesn't make the rules. What he gets from Poe right now only corroborates that.
But there is a sort of fleeting-- out-of-placeness that winds its way in. It's like he walked into Canto Bight and someone handed him a very fancy fragile vase to hold for them and walked off. There he is. Positive he's not qualified to be holding it, even if it's objectively a very beautiful, good thing to behold.
It feels weirdly more intrusive to have witnessed than any of the old angers, or Poe's distant private melancholy with his father.
Explains a lot about Poe, though. That's the easiest thing about it. ]
I said ground rules. Not city laws.
[ As we all know, Jyn does what she wants is in fact a city-wide law. ]
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It's good to get the firsthand proof that, yes, good things exist both ways and have happened to them. Knowing it logically only got either of them so far and all. There's relief there, in place of the old dread, and all the leftover echoes of how it felt, a feedback loop of piecemeal joy and exhiliration. Some of that fond nostalgia. You can definitely be fondly nostalgic of a month-old memory on his part. He doesn't make the rules. What he gets from Poe right now only corroborates that.
But there is a sort of fleeting-- out-of-placeness that winds its way in. It's like he walked into Canto Bight and someone handed him a very fancy fragile vase to hold for them and walked off. There he is. Positive he's not qualified to be holding it, even if it's objectively a very beautiful, good thing to behold.
It feels weirdly more intrusive to have witnessed than any of the old angers, or Poe's distant private melancholy with his father.
Explains a lot about Poe, though. That's the easiest thing about it. ]
I said ground rules. Not city laws.
[ As we all know, Jyn does what she wants is in fact a city-wide law. ]