[cassian is super reserved all the time. it's a safety precaution! one he is letting go of in very slow careful layers, only sometimes. he has been careful of what he looks like, how he holds himself, the kind of expression he wears, for almost his whole life. control has kept him alive - or at least, it did.]
[but he doesn't mind turning that off a little bit right now. they are doing such a good job, conversing and socializing and partying. hell yeah. if finn can just say fuck it and enjoy himself, maybe there's hope for him yet.]
So what, if every night was like this, we could handle it all a lot better? [a...joke. sort of?] I might get tired of dancing.
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[but he doesn't mind turning that off a little bit right now. they are doing such a good job, conversing and socializing and partying. hell yeah. if finn can just say fuck it and enjoy himself, maybe there's hope for him yet.]
So what, if every night was like this, we could handle it all a lot better? [a...joke. sort of?] I might get tired of dancing.
[literally bc his back cannot handle it.]