[ It surprises Cisco a little, to hear himself called very kind. In his mind, at least, he hasn't done anything to come close to deserving that. He had only shown Rin the absolute bare minimum level of politeness and interest. Perhaps it is the look on Rin's face, or the way he's rubbing his chest, but Cisco can't help wondering how low his standards must be, to think of so little as kindness. ]
Yeah, it's good weird. Mostly.
[ He wants to ask Rin what happened to his family, why he is accustomed to being alone, but he doesn't think the time is right, just yet. Perhaps, Rin will offer the details himself, if Cisco says a little more, makes it clear that he understands what it's like to be lonely. In his experience, opening up is by far the best way to make other people feel comfortable doing the same. So he is perhaps a bit more honest, about how his head works, than he might otherwise be with someone he knows as little as Rin. ]
It's... actually really scary. Being wanted. I can't stop feeling like I've pulled some kind of con, and it's only a matter of time before everybody realizes I'm not worth anything at all.
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Yeah, it's good weird. Mostly.
[ He wants to ask Rin what happened to his family, why he is accustomed to being alone, but he doesn't think the time is right, just yet. Perhaps, Rin will offer the details himself, if Cisco says a little more, makes it clear that he understands what it's like to be lonely. In his experience, opening up is by far the best way to make other people feel comfortable doing the same. So he is perhaps a bit more honest, about how his head works, than he might otherwise be with someone he knows as little as Rin. ]
It's... actually really scary. Being wanted. I can't stop feeling like I've pulled some kind of con, and it's only a matter of time before everybody realizes I'm not worth anything at all.